A Million Dreams :: verkwan

MD :: 58

*seungkwan*

"im gonna miss you, hyung." i hugged jihoon hyung so tight that i was almost made him gasps some air. he tapped my back before hugging me back.

i buried my head on his neck. this might be the last time i could get this close to him. this might be the last time i could feel that he was here. this might be the last time i could hug him like this.

six years were too long. . six years were too much of time. but who am i to stopped him from achieving his dreams? it was like the same situations with hansol, if i let hansol fly and go, then i should do the same to my friends. i want the best for them, and if they could be best there in a place too far from here, ill let them.

i freed the hug after one minute. he cupped my face and squeeze it. "you'll still be my favorite dongsaeng." he smiled that reaches his eyes while squeezing my cheeks. he wipe my tears and he laughed after. "seungkwan dont cry, we still have one month left!" he hissed after squeezing my cheeks.

"too fast." i pouted so he laughed again and he slapped me playfully. we hugged each other again before we decided to part ways since his unit was from the west wing while mines in the east.

i went back to my unit and i heave a sighed as i threw my body on my couch. i feel like everyone was leaving. . everyone was really achieving their dreams far away from here. i could sense that minghao hyung will also be leaving the country and he'll continue his career there in china as fashion director. i was slowly feeling. . left behind.

well in fact, seokmin and i will stay here since the entertainment we want to apply was here in seoul. i dont think jeonghan and wonwoo hyung will leave also. but i can sense that wonwoo hyung will fly over to other country as an engineer. . and now jihoon hyung was flying to new york to reach his dreams.

he informed us earlier that he got passed as one of the composer there in new york. it was his only dream, and pledis really are granting every single dream of him. and he told us earlier that he'll be flying there in months since the company really likes him so he dont have a choice. his schoolings were also going to continue there, he's still graduating on time. his papers such as visas and plane ticket was now in process so if ever those would be release as early as that, he'll fly more sooner.

i wonder how soonyoung hyung was dealing the pain right now.

soonyoung hyung and i are dealing with the same situations, so i asked earlier if jihoon hyung could make it without soonyoung hyung by his side. he answered theoretically but i bet, he'll try his best. i know it will be hard. . because i know it will be hard for me also.

it was almost midnight when i decided to sleep already. there were no classes tomorrow so i ran some movie marathon there on the salas alone. i was supposed to invite seokmin but i heard him singing again so i didnt bother to disturb his moments alone.

i woke up around eight in the morning. good thing that i had no plans for today except to help shiah to revise our chapter three thesis thru social media. i jolted at the bathroom to took a shower, it was only twenty minutes then i brushed my teeth and applied moisturizer before i went out of the bathroom.

i cooked breakfast for me. yes dear, after a long time ive got to use my stove and my pan to cook. my god. it was like the first time im doing it. i was busy chopping the pork there on the countertop when i heard a knocked on my door. my brows furrowed and recalled if i would be having a visitors today. . but i cant remember any! so who the hell was that?!