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Nikki's POV, June 1986

Today we were back into the studio to continue with our next album and Vince had been sticking to me like glue, I was now just over 4 and a half months into my pregnancy and at this point I was beginning to really show- I could still conceal my bump under baggy clothes but I felt really fucking big.

People were gonna begin to ask questions soon about why I was wearing loose clothing as it wasn't my style at all and certainly wasn't the bands style- but it will have to suffice for now.

I'd had that appointment with Camilla where she did confirm to me that I will be having the baby naturally which was both relieving and kinda scary- Tommy and I also last week had seen Camilla yet again at the 18 week ultrasound, everything was still good and healthy so everything was alright at the moment.

I was trying to come up with a few new bass line's for a few new songs, but so far I hadn't had much luck- it didn't help that Vince was staring me consistently throughout the entire time I was strumming my bass making it even harder for me to think of new chords.

"Vinny, I'd much rather you speak whatever's on your mind than stare at me it's really putting me off your not gonna telepathically get answers you know"

He looked down at the floor "Sorry, man"

"S'okay, what you wanna ask?" I wondered, looking at the man from the corner of my eye.

"What's it like? To be pregnant I mean."

At the question I stop strumming and properly face him still holding my bass "It's alright to be honest, I'm kinda used to it now. It's just like before but not being able to drink, smoke, take drugs and involuntarily putting on weight- so you'd hate it"

"Oh yeah, I know I would. I admire you for what you've done, Sixx."

"Yeah?"

"Uhuh, there ain't many people I know men or women who would change their lifestyle the way you have. It's obvious how much you love this kid"

He had a good point, I'd changed everything drastically from the second I found out about the baby instantaneously cutting out smoking, drinking and my drug consumption- it hasn't been easy but it was the least I could do, because I was gonna try and be the best dad I could be to my baby I'm not gonna be my shitty excuse for a father or my pathetic joke of a mother.

Tommy had also changed a lot too, he now never smoked around me and watched the amount of alcohol he drank and only took drugs at weekends watching the amount carefully. I was quite proud of him, he didn't have to alter his life because of me but he had and it really meant so fucking much.

"Thanks, Vin.... was that all... or..?" I asked already knowing the answer.

Vince shook his head getting himself into a more comfortable position on the sofa before asking "Do you get regular pregnancy things like cravings and sickness and that shit?"

"Fuck yeah, the cravings I can kinda deal with, the baby's food of choice lately had been vanilla ice cream and soy sauce"

The singers face scrunched up in disgust "Ew"

"You sound like Tommy" I chuckled before continuing "As for the sickness, it started off pretty bad it was like every other day and I'd spend like 3-5 hours throwing my guts up but now it happens maybe once a week and only throwing up once or twice so I'm not spending my mornings in the bathroom anymore"