Ex-bffs with the Famous, Gavin Ryton

The New Guy

Ex-BFFs with the famous Gavin Ryton.

Chapter 11

The New Guy

This has to stop. I was acting like a baby. Gavin wasn't anything to cry over right? Right?

Just another stupid guy who thinks he can steal my stupid heart and stupidly crush it. I fell back onto my bed knowing this wasn't true, which made me angry. I hated the fact that Gavin wasn't just another guy and that he did steal my heart. It made me sick actually. Why did I have to like him... Things would have been so much easier if he hadn't kissed me. Things would have been easier if his mom had never met my m-

My thoughts were interrupted by Gavin opening my door. I wiped my tears quickly and turned my mouth to a scowl. His face was red and he looked like he'd been crying. All I wanted was to run over to him and pretend this never happened. Pretend we weren't famous and that he didn't have a girlfriend. But I was too mad for that.

"We're here" he whispered. His voice cracking. He looked down and shuffled out. This venue was the biggest one I think we have ever performed at. I put on a bunch of cover up to hide my tear streaked face. Then I got dressed and had the bodyguards escort me to my parents inside the building.

After getting some lunch and catching up with them it was basically time for the show... It was a success. Somehow I found the willpower to act like Gavin and I were close for almost two hours. It was painful and not my best work but our tour was finally closed.

I opened the door to my dressing room to start taking off stage clothes when I saw Gavin sitting at my make-up table, staring himself in the mirror. He didn't even glance at me.

"Get out" I said walking past him into the closet part of the dressing room. This was getting so old. He just followed me like a lost puppy humming sad songs which made me even more livid then I already was.

"What don't you get about it?" I asked turning to face him. "What more do you want from me Gavin" I threw my hands up in frustration. "I gave you my friendship, I even gave you more, I never have done something that I knew would truly hurt you! I've never lied to you about anything serious. So will you please do me a favor and leave me alone?"

"I just want you Gwen..." he said quietly. "I'm sorry" he looked at me longingly.

"It's a little late for that don't you think? I'm sure Lacey is waiting for you to call or text her back," I said holding the door open.

"Gwen... try to understand" He looked at me with pleading eyes. I had heard enough however.

"Understand what Gavin, The fact that you chose a liar over me? I mean are you really that naive? Do you know her? I've seen her in action and read enough and heard enough about her. She wants you now because you're the hottest thing but next summer you'll be long gone. I hope she cheats on your sorry butt and you get to see it first hand. I have never hated anyone as much as I hate you right now." I yelled.

"Gwen... You don't mean that" he looked at me sadly, his green eyes forming small pools.

"Gavin... No one has ever hurt me as badly as you. It's hard for me to get over" I crossed my arms and looked upward to keep the tears from spilling. This was so pathetic, it hurt.

"Gwen you know what your problem is... you don't know how to forgive or be understanding"

"I don't know how to be understanding. I don't know why I should be either. You knew how I felt about you... You continued to play with me and I don't forgive that type of knowing behavior." I screamed, tears spilling. For the second time that week I hit someone, really hard, I hit Gavin. God, I was becoming abusive or losing my mind. Normal people didn't hit other people, maybe I was being a drama queen. Because the first time felt so good I didn't it again. I hit him on the chest again and again each one becoming more desperate until I was loudly sobbing.