Colby Brock Imagines 💙

Babe Show me...

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Song used: Show Me by; Idina Menzel (linked above)

Hey guys! So I've decided to try out a different way of writing. I've decided to do an imagine based on a song as you can see....
I really like this song, I feel it really hits home for some people (mainly me) so here it is.
I may or may not do another version of this later on in this book.
Also I highly suggest listening to the song as you read.
Please guys give me your honest opinions and let me know should I do more of these? Or should I just stick to my other imagines?

Word count: 2723 (with lyrics included)

Story; all in Reader's Prov and is mostly set in the Reader's Flashbacks:

{Heaven knows I went through hell
Trying to trust somebody else
I had all but given up
Cause I was never quite enough}

I sit on my and my boyfriend of two years' bed, looking through albums from the last five years that I had kept.

My eyes fill with tears when I see a certain picture of me from around four years ago. I didn't look good at all at that time.

Hell was where I was two, almost three years ago, or at least that's what we call it. Back then it was always the same old endless cycle of trying to trust somebody else, mainly one person who I was always pushing myself to trust when it just couldn't happen.

It always seemed I was never enough for him, seeing as he cheated on me every chance he got and didn't take care of me like a good boyfriend should. But I always caught myself justifying it because I "trusted" him, although I never really did. It was really all a lie to myself to keep me from seeing what was right in front of me the whole time.

But I now have someone to trust, and they found me just as I was getting ready to give up on ever finding them. Their name? Well his name is Colby and he's my boyfriend of two years now.

{Couldn't tell I was going under
Suddenly, suddenly that water
Pulls you in, pulls you down
Balancing on a tightrope wire
Build the walls, build the walls up higher
Until you, until now}

But Colby, my best friend of thirteen years, saw that I was going under when I couldn't see it myself. He was always constantly worried about me and I never got why, but there's a memory of one fight in particular I had with him during that time.

*Flashback*

"Can't you see what's happening?! You're drowning and I'm trying to save you, but you have these walls built so high that you just won't let me help you!" Colby yells and I sniffle.

"No! He loves me! I refuse to believe that he doesn't!" I say and Colby just groans in frustration.

"Y/n, he cheats on you and beats you! How is that love, tell me!" he yells and I just stare at him for a moment.

"He's the only one that's cared...." I say, now in a quiet voice.

"He wasn't always like this... You know he wasn't...." I say and let out a few tears.

"Yes, I get that you feel like that, but sweetheart I've always cared for you. Somewhere deep inside you know that...." he says and I finally break.

"Ok! Ok! I'm done with him. I'll get out. Please help me?" I ask and he nods.

*End of flashback*