Haikyuu Oneshots

I have loved you (iwaoi)

Flashback First year of middle school
Oikawa POV
My heart raced as I hit the ball back to Iwa chan. We were practicing after school in my backyard, the light cover of snow glittered on the ground and I shivered as the winter wind blew softly around us making our noses and cheeks blush pink. " can you believe it Iwa channnn were finally in middle school and kitigawa daichi is supposed to have one of the best volleyball clubs" I said smiling as my breath made a small fog.  I received another pass and Iwa chan had a small smile too "yeah it is kinda nice and it makes you dragging me into it worth it" he said sticking his tongue out at me. I pouted but his teasing didn't bother me it actually made me feel better. Iwa Chan always teased me when he wanted to be sweet or knock some sense in to me, and it silently keeps me going even if he doesn't know it. Finally I let the ball fall to the ground "hey baka what'd you go and drop it for?" Iwa chan said annoyed. I picked it up and breathed in this was it "Iwa chan let me set for you". His deep olive eyes widened "are you sure you want to...I haven't really practiced spiking" he said nervously shifting his feet making holes in the snow. I gave him a determined look "it doesn't matter I wanna set for you iwa chan, I'll do all the work too!" I said happily trying to convince him to try. He finally gave a small nod and got in to position behind me, i gave the ball one spin before throwing it up into the grey sky. Iwa chan started to run his steps crunching rapidly and as the ball hit my fingers I launched it, I could barley breath as Iwa jumped up but then his hand connected with the ball and plummeted into the snow sending it flying. I felt so warm inside, I finally completed a set to a spiker and it had actually connected. I couldn't control my joy I jumped up and down grinning "Iwa we did it!" I said my light blue scarf hitting my face as I danced around. As I slowed down Iwa Chan turned around finally and I felt my heart jumping around just like I had moments earlier . His mouth was opened in a smile, his cheeks flushed red and his eyes were filled with so much brightness. "Oikawa I'm really a spiker" he said proudly, butterflies filled my stomach and my cheeks suddenly got hotter. "You always have been Iwa Chan why else would I ask to be your setter" I said giggling. As He blushed in embarrassment and tried to stutter out a response I held my hand to my chest. In my head I silently knew that in this moment Iwa Chan was someone I loved and have loved, and I will do anything to keep him in my life. I shook my head...my first love is....Iwa Chan.

Timeskip to the last year in middle school
Flashback
Iwazumi POV
As I walked towards the gym I sighed. Ever since the naturally talented Kageyama Tobio had shown up Oikawa hadn't been doing well. I had seen him have his moments but lately he's been pushing too hard. Every moment he was begging to be in the gym and practiced even after his hands were raw and beaten. While I understood his feelings as it is our last year in middle school I also know that he isn't thinking straight. We've worked hard together now for so many years and I've seen him become an amazing volleyball player or as I recall from our first year "my setter". As I reached the doors I breathed in before opening the doors, I cared to much to let him destroy himself and besides who else could set to me if he couldn't.  As I opened the doors my heart stopped Kageyama was standing in front of Oikawa but Oikawa's face was filled with deep anger and his hand was raised. I bolted feeling my body tingle with a mix of fear and shock, I grabbed onto Oikawa and pushed him away from Kageyama. As I let out ragged breaths I could feel Oikawa's too,he heaved in air making his chest bump against my head. "Can you still teach me to serve?" I heard Kageyama ask softly from behind me. I turned around after straightening myself up "sorry but...let's wrap it up for today" I said firmly. Kageyama just nodded and jogged out. As he left I was finally able to feel of the emotions I had just felt. "What in the......what were you thinking dumbass!!!" I yelled my body shaking. Oikawa wasn't even looking up at me as I yelled,his face was pale, and he looked exhausted. Even so my heart wouldn't stop pounding,why did he have to push himself like this and why did he have to be so resentful of Kageyama. " you don't get it......hes just so good....I need to be that good...I'm not good enough he benched me even though I've worked so hard...you...you just don't understand!!" He said his voice cracking after every sentence. Suddenly his hand reached for a stray ball and I don't know why but the thought of him still doing this even after all of what just happened broke my heart so much that I punched him. I barley even thought my fist just swung and connected with his nose. His body crashed to the floor and he immediately put his hand to his bleeding nose. " listen here dumbass someone who can't see the actual opponent standing right in front of him, can't defeat the opponent that lies beyond!" I said annoyed. As he looked up at me I felt myself calm down a little, his milk chocolate colored eyes looked clearer than before no longer clouded by anger but softened. I reached my hand out towards him and he took it springing up, his nose had stopped bleeding but his face was still red and bruised. I was expecting him to be pouting and ask me why I'd hit him but instead he said "Even if I'm no match for his [Tobio's] talent, I have confidence that I can set the best tosses for everyone. That's why I won't lose as a setter." My heart skipped a beat and I felt light and fluttering. Why did he have to say his feelings honestly always, and why did I always trust that he would do what he said. Some could say maybe it was because I was his childhood friend and knew he was like that. But I knew now certainly more than ever that it was because I loved him and always trusted him. As he whined and I called him "shittykawa" I realized silently that Oikawa was my first love.

Present day
Oikawa POV
I waited on the steps outside a Tokyo apartment. I had just returned from Brazil and the summer heat of Japan was just settling back in for me. As I leaned against the railing outside I smiled as I remembered what iwa chan had last said to me before I'd left. "You're the best partner that I can boast. You're a really amazing setter. Even if the team changes, that will not change. But when we fight, I will defeat you dumbass." I bit my lip as this moment had been bittersweet. I'd never told him how I'd felt during all of Highschool and he'd never given me any hints even then. So why then am I standing outside of his apartment...waiting for him to come home from medical school after all of these years. Is it because we promised we would do good in our careers for each other? Is it because we text everyday and I miss him? Or is it mostly because I've been waiting for him all of these years and finally I've gotten past my fears enough to tell him that I have loved him for what has felt like 1000 years. As I felt my nerves rise up again I heard footsteps stop in front of me. My heartbeat was pounding in my ears as I looked up and met his deep green eyes. "Oikawa....what are you doing.,,.dumbass why?!" He said stuttering a little probably in surprise. I laughed " I get to come back home finally and all you can say is dumbass? You really haven't changed Iwa Chan". He blushed deeply and I let out another giggle I walked closer and opened my arms " how about a hug?"
Iwazumi POV
The butterflies bouncing around in my stomach were making it hard to breath. I had honestly never imagined I'd see him so soon and why did he have to go and surprise me too doesn't he understand how nervous be makes me...well I guess not. I never told him during high school and when he left I just thought I'd lost my chance. I wrapped my arms around his body and my face heated up even more. He was warm, his arms wrapping around my waist felt comfortable and he always smelled like jasmine. I breathed him in taking it all in again. Why did I let him go? Did I think that time would just bring his heart to me? Thinking back I really am the dumbass here all things considered. I mean have loved him and will keep loving him so I just need to stop being afraid. I pulled away and he looked confused. He opened his mouth to speak but I put a finger to his lips and hushed him. I trembled but I had to admit my feelings it was the only way "Oikawa Tooru I have to tell you something and you'd better listen up....I love you ok....I mean I have for awhile and I didn't really tell you because.....well that doesn't matter the point is I want you to be with me...so what's your answer."
Oikawa POV
My face turned bright pink and I felt my heart melting. Iwa Chan has loved me and still loves me. He wants me to be his and not just as a setter. I felt my eyes well up with joy and it felt like that moment back in middle school when I realized he was the one. I rubbed my eyes and softly said "Iwazumi I love you to and I've always been yours...remember". As I looked up smiling I saw tears flowing down his grinning face. I giggle and grabbed onto his cheeks and tip toed so that our foreheads could touch. "

"Don't cry Iwa Chan and if you wanna know a little secret...I have loved you for most of my years."

Hey hey so this was a long one prob my longest to date! And jeez 80k+ readers now I can't even believe it that's close to 100k!! Love you all so much and I'll see you in the next one shot.
xoxo
Sakura