Zayn's POV
" I can't do this!" I sighed defeatedly.
" But Zayn, you already wanted to leave the band regarding your mental health and eating disorder. We are just giving you a stronger reason to push your thoughts." Lana said.
" You're forcing me. Staying with Harreh cures me. You just want to push me out. Fuck you all! But I'll do it for Harreh because I love him and I can't let his reputation be destroyed because of you people."
" Whatever! Just don't forget to tell him the main reasons!" She scoffed.
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I couldn't help but cry, I've been crying ever since the manager is pushing me. Sure, I gave thoughts about leaving the band but Harry could have cured me. They just want to hurt us. But I'm gonna do it for him.
It's now 2 in the night and I'm pretty sure that he must be awake. This is it. I decided to call him.
"Zayn?" I heard his voice which only wanted to make me cry more.
"Harreh" I whispered.
" Zayn, why haven't you been picking up my calls? Also, why did you leave me the next morning after our date one week ago? Why did you do this?" He sounded angry.
" I'm so sorry. I'm so fucking sorry Harreh."
" It's okay, why are you up so late though? How is health? Will you be returning to the tour?"
" Harreh, about that." By now, tears were uncontrollably flowing out of my eyes.
" Why are you crying Zayn? Are you really pregnant?" He laughed.
" I'm leaving Haz."
Suddenly the line went silent, I could only hear his breaths, heavy breaths.
" What?" he asked, very confused.
" Yes Harreh, I'm leaving the band."
" Nice joke Zayn!" He chuckled nervously.
" I'm not joking Harreh, this matter is very serious to be joked about. I'm really leaving."
" What? I don't understand. What happened?" His voice cracked.
" I can't keep doing this Harreh"
" Doing what? I knew I have been a terrible boyfriend Zayn. Please don't leave me Zayn, I beg you.
"Harreh, please." I cried harder." Please don't beg, I-I just don't enjoy this anymore. My mental as well as physical health is bringing affected and" Well I couldn't tell him my other reasons.
" W-what? Zayn! Please, please wait for me, I'll catch tonight's flight. I'll be there. Please, please Zayn, I beg you! I literally beg you."
"Haz, please, I've made up my mind. I'm gonna give the Official statement tomorrow." I sobbed.
" Zayn please! I know I've been acting shitty lately but please don't leave me. We'll work on your mental health together please."
" Harreh, I'm so sorry! I can't withdraw my decision. It'll do you good too"
" How will it do good to me?! The person who I love the most is leaving me! Oh yes! I'll definitely be happy!"he frustratedly yelled.
" Baby please!" I tried controlling him.
" Don't call me baby again."
My heart sank with his words. Of course I had no right to call him 'baby' now.
" So this is it? We are done here Zayn? You're breaking up with me? All those promises we made to each other, what about them? We promised to marry each other one day. What about that?"
My chest tighted with guilt and agony. I really didn't want to leave him, he's my whole world. He is the person who can make me laugh in the shittiest of times.
Why do I have to do this?
" Yes Harreh, we are done. I'm sorry for all the pain this will cause you." I cried terribly.
On the other side of the phone, I could hear him sobbing.
" W-well, Zayn. I love you."
On hearing that painful I love you, I wanted to cry my eyeballs out. I wanted to feel Harry, hug him and kiss his whole body. Tell him that I'm kind of forced but I couldn't I just couldn't.
" I love you too Harreh." But as soon I returned his I love you I realized that he didn't get to listen it one last time. He already hung up the call. Fuck my entire life!"
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One Direction heartthrob, Zayn Malik leaves the band. Says he had a different taste in music and wasn't enjoying any of this anymore. We all hope his band mates are fine.
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