Zayn's POV
Guilt. Agony. Fear.
Guilt of leaving Harry alone, agony to my heart and fear that maybe I did lose Harry forever.
I wish I could show him how much I love him.
I closed my eyes, letting the tears slip and reminsing our good memories.
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Flashback
"Zayn are you serious?" Harry jumped happily.
"Yes babe, wanna show it to the world! And anyways, Larries will ignore this as a management stunt"
" How did the management approve you of this?"
"Harreh, I never asked them! A surprise!" I kissed his forehead.
" I love you Zee!"
"I love you more Haz"
We made appearance on the stage, entering the light, my face standing proud.
Our fans screamed with the thousands of emotions running in their minds. Welcoming us!
I saw some fans screaming on seeing my cap which had 'zarry' written on it.
I was showing off, I knew the management would be pissed afterwards but all I wanted to see was Harry's blush whenever I showed him the cap.
I wanted to just go closer to him and kiss him hard on the lips but- ugh, anyways, I'm loving it right now.
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Another flashback
"Zaynie!"
The room was dark, completely dark. I set up a surprise date for him.
"Zayn?"
"Zee?"
"Babe?"
"Babyyyyy?"
I giggled, hiding behind the door and suddenly I went behind him, picking him up in my arms in a bridal style.
" Zayn! I was shit scared!" He squealed.
" My baby is such a scaredy cat, isn't he?" I teased him.
He pouted," Am not"
I chuckled at his cuteness, kissing his pout away and placing him down on the couch.
" My sire! I prepared pasta for you!" I tried my best Italian accent.
"Zee! Come sit here!" He laughed, pulling me beside him.
I sat close to him, offering him some pasta.
He huffed, " No, you feed me!"
I smiled, " Anything for my pouty baby!"
We fed each other, laughing, kissing and cuddling.
End of flashback
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I wish I could turn back time. I wish I could hold Harry in my arms again. I wish I could show him how much I love him. If only happy ever after did exist.
I love you Harry!
_Divi_ thank you so much for your ideas! Muah!❤
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