Zayn's POV
2016
Today I'm attending a Pre-Grammy Gala in Beverly Hills, California.
I dressed up nicely in a white button up shirt and black skinny jeans, now ready to go.
When I reached ,there was a calm music and a pleasant smell of flowers. I sat on one of the tables. Everything was fine until I heard a news that sped up my heartbeat.
Harry is going to attend this same party.
Should I talk to him?
I turned my head and walked over to talk to some of the people to avoid him at my best.
He looked so beautiful with his long hair. His eyes were sparkling and his smile was so bright. I just wanted to walk over to him. Hug him and hold him in my arms. But sadly, I couldn't do so.
I let myself mingle in the party, steeling glances at Harry who was like a God with his silky long hair which swayed whenever he laughed. Ughhhh, I wish I was still his boyfriend. I wish I could still say that he was mine. But reality is rather very sad.
I drank some more wine , letting my pain bury and stopped looking at Harry. I was not so drunk after sipping merely just wine.
I went to the washroom for having a wee.
My whole world stopped, my throat went numb, I froze at my place, my breathing uneven.
"Harreh..." I faint sound left my lips. He was washing his hands, over the sink.
He turned around, his face looked like he was definitely going to cry. He looked so vulnerable and sad.
He just stood there, his hands resting on the sink as I took slow steps towards him.
I fondly observed his face, softly caressing his long curls.
He hesitated a bit at first but then leaned into my touch.
"You look beautiful in these hair Haz"
He teared up, his eyes and nose red and he suddenly hugged me.
"Zayn" He sobbed on my shoulder.
I was caught off my guard when he nearly jumped on me but I eventually hugged him back.
I cleared my throat," So, how's Hiatus?"
He slowly pulled off me, wiping his tears, answering," I suggested a break, Liam says he wants us to be back after 18 months but I -I don't wa-want to be back."
I sadly smiled towards him, " How have you been?"
He was looking down at his feet, sobs still escaping his lips . " Not well"
I felt my heart sink at his words, of course he has not been good. Stupid me.
"I missed you Zayn" he said after a long pause.
I couldn't reply to this, he may think that we still have a chance to get together. I can't return this ' I miss you'. I stayed quiet, only nodding.
"You did not miss me?" he asked, tears in his eyes.
I couldn't, I just simple could not reply on this. I looked at him. He looked so disappointed in me. I wanted to slap myself.
He huffed, looking down, an awkward silence around us.
"Why did you crack jokes when I left?" I asked.
He looked at me, guilt in his eyes, "To hide my pain"
I just wanted the earth below me to suck me up, I couldn't face this situation.
"So Gigi?" He asked in a sad tone.
Although my relationship with Gigi was just a PR, I couldn't tell him about this.
I nodded silently.
We were just standing there awkwardly, until Harry leaned for towards me. My eyes widened when he kissed my lips.
He licked my lips, asking for entrance in my mouth. I didn't want to kiss him, it hurts so much but I gave into the kiss, parting my lips to give him access in my mouth.
He pulled me closer by my neck, kissing me deeper, with all of his love. I could feel the love pouring out of his lips.
He pulled out looking into my eyes, whispering, " I still love you Zayn"
My eyes widened at his confession. I pulled out of his arms, running out the bathroom and out of the party, escaping Harry as the words which Lana told me kept repeating in my head.
Hiiiiiiii!
My poor Haz🥺😫
Zaynie! Why why why?
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