Harry's POV
"Fuck you Zayn!" I screamed in his face, my heart was tore into pieces, my eyes blurry. I wanted to scream it to the world that Zayn was mine! Only mine!
"Haz, it is just a contract! I was forced, this means nothing to me Harry! I only love you, only you!"
"What about Perrie?"
Zayn shrugged, "She doesn't seem to have a problem. She's single you know!"
My chest tightened, I was not able to think straight. I stood up, unlocking my fingers from Zayn's, "Zayn, I can't do this anymore." My voice teared up.
"What!? What Harry? I said this engagement is meaningless! If the management were not acting like such arseholes, you would have been the one! The one I'd ask me to marry!"
"You proposed to HER?" I narrowed my eyes at him.
"N-no of-of course not! Harry please don't leave me! I love you! I love you Harry!"
I didn't want to leave him, not at all! He was my whole world, my heaven, my hell. My distraction, my muse! I lifted his chin up and looked him in the eye, "Zayn, I-, well, I need some time to think. Okay?"
He nodded, tears uncontrollably flowing out of his eyes. Seeing him cry I broke down too. I pulled him into a hug, "Where will you go?" He asked.
"Cheshire. I need mom and dad."
I kissed him, our tears mixing, hearts bleeding, world falling apart.
"Bye Zayn"
He did not reply and ran up to the room, locking himself in.
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I stood in front of door, knocking faintly.
When I saw mom, I let it all out, buried my head in her neck, sobbing constantly.
"Shh, baby, it's okay. I know what happened."
"Mom, why can't anyone accept us?"
She lifted my head up, wiping my tears, "Harry, you know, life can be really unfair sometimes. The most unfair part of it being Love. Zayn and you share a relationship only you both can understand. But I know deep down that he loves you Harry! Very much. Just as much you do to him. This time, it is just a bad phase of life. Do you know what true love deserves?"
I shook my head, followed by a whispered 'no'.
"A chance Harry, true love deserves a chance. Are you willing to do that? Give it a chance? Give Zayn, a chance? Give it all in for the person you love honey?"
"At all costs mum, all costs!" I smiled through my tears.
"Good, go meet your dad now. He's waiting."
I nodded and hugged dad, as he kissed my forehead.
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It's been almost a month and I'm still here, in Cheshire. I have to start packing because the management is now asking for me. For the recording of the new album, MIDNIGHT MEMORIES.
I've been away from social media, texts and even calls.
I often received texts from Zayn but I seemed to ignore them, taking all the time it would take to mend my heart.
From Zee❤️- Haz, I miss you!
From Zee❤️- Harry, I wanted to apologise. Can we meet?
From Zee❤️- Harry why aren't you picking up my calls?
From Zee❤️- Hazzaaaaaa! Babyyyyyyyy! Where are you?
From Zee❤️- Harry, I talked to Anne. She told me you're become a living corpse. Not been eating, not getting out of your room. You need to take care Haz. xxx.
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I packed up all of my things, ready to leave for London. I bid good-bye to mom, dad and a new friend I made, Taylor. Taylor Swift. She seems nice and she was very supportive when she knew that I was in depression. Of course, I did not tell her the reason behind but still she's nice.
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"Harry!" Louis squeezed me into a hug. "We missed you Harry"
"I did too Lou! All of you!"
"Haz" Niall pulled me into a hug. "Harry, you know what? I haven't eaten my favourite sandwich since you've been gone! You can buy me it now."
"Course, NiNi!" I chuckled.
"Harold!" Liam buried himself into me. " I don't know what happened between you and Zayn but whenever I see him, he has become a zombie, walking without a purpose. Please fix things."
I nodded, "I'll Lima bean! I'll do it!"
The person I wanted to see the most was not here yet. I turned when I heard loud footsteps coming downstairs. Zayn.
He looked so weak, eyes swollen, there were black bags formed under his gorgeous eyes.
"Harreh!" He practically jumped on me, so hard that I fell on my back, with him on top of me.
He kissed all over my face, and finally my lips! I missed this! His lips. Him. I felt heaven on Earth, an electricity igniting.
I was pinned down, not able to move, do anything. "Haz, I missed you! So so much!"
"I did too Zayn! More than you can imagine. I realised that how much my heart is dependent on you! I'm incomplete without you Zayn, only half a man. Zee, this difficult time, it's just a phase. Our love is strong enough to break through this wall. I love you and I forgive you. Are you willing to give us another chance?"
His eyes shed tears on hearing me. He cupped my cheek and kissed me with all of his love. I loved how our lips fitted into each other, fully, complety.
He pulled out and murmured against my lips, "Harreh, I love you more! When you were gone, I felt so hollow. A hole inside my heart. Haz, I felt so stupid, so angry at myself that I let go the person I love the most in the entire world. I never gave up on this chance Harry. You're a person who is to be kept forever. So, Harry Edward Styles, do you promise to stay with me forever?"
"Of course I do!" I beamed.
He hugged me again, so tightly. I wanted to stay like that forever.
Heya Zarries!
Vas' Happenin?
My zarry heartttttt! It's racing! My babies are so precious!
All the Love 💚💛
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