NOT EVEN THE GODS ABOVE, CAN SEPARATE THE TWO OF US (ZARRY)

Ch-39

"Harry, I need to tell you something."

"Hmm?" I frowned a little.

"I wanna tell you why I left."

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Harry's POV

My chest tightented. I wanted to know but I was not ready.

"Harry? Should I tell it?"

I was desperately fiddling my fingers, nodding, "Yeah" I managed to speak.

Zayn sighed, holding my hands in his, "Harry because they threatened me. Lana threatened me. They told me that if I don't leave the band they'll publisize you as 'The womanizer who turned out to be bisexual.' I couldn't take it Harry."

By now tears were rolling down my cheeks.

"She threatened to expose our relationship and I wasn't ready for it Harry. I'm sorry." he cried.

"Harry, they weren't accepting any song that I wrote. I faced racism and because of all this, the eating disorder."

" Why didn't you tell me Z?" I sobbed harder.

"Haz, I, I didn't want to stress you. Your all songs were being accepted and you were very happy."

"Zayn you thought you being sad will not affect me? At least if you would have told me, we would have fought them together. I loved being in one direction but I loved you more. I would have given up everything if you would have asked me to. Anything Zee. I would have done anything."

"Haz, I was frustrated and desperate. My songs had mature content. So what? You listened to pillowtalk?"

"Yeah of course I did." I replied. " I hated the music video but I knew that you wrote that song for me. All our nights. All our kisses and sex. I know and I wished that I was instead of Gigi in that music video but the reality was far away. I thought you hated me and that's why broke up. I though you were bored with me. I just-" I couldn't finish my sentence.

He pulled me into a hug both of us sobbing over each other's shoulders.

"Shhh, no Haz. I could never hate you" he said. " I was just angry when you made jokes about me when I left but I guess I was too immature to think that you didn't care but now I know that you were only hiding your pain. No one can make me feel the way you do Harry. I've always only loved you."

"I love you so much Zayn. Please don't leave me again. Please don't let me go."

"Never Haz. I'll hold onto you forever." He kissed my lips lightly before pulling me into another hug.

We pulled out after a little while and I understood by his expressions that he wanted to say something more.

"Harry, I've got one more thing to tell you."

I nodded, holding his hand.

"Harry" he sighed, "back in 2013, Perrie once kissed me. I'm so sorry but I promise I did not kiss back. I'm so sorry Harry."

"Zayn,I know about this. Perrie came to talk about this to me. Back then when yours and Perrie's contract ended, she came to meet me and apologized for this. She said that it was all her fault, none of yours. I trust you love." I smiled.

A really big smile drew upon his lips, " Really Harry?"

"Yeah" I smiled back.

Suddenly he threw himself in my arms, peppering kisses all over my face.

"Harry?" he nervously called out.

" Yes love"

"Would you like to give us another chance? Will you be my boyfriend again?"

"I'd love too!" I kissed his cheek and I could tell we were both overwhelming with joy and love.

"Zayn"

"Yeah baby?"

"Make love to me."

Yeah I know, I know I'm so unpromising. I'm so sorry.

Zarrrrryyyyyyyyyyyy reunion! I'm not okay! Why is the reality to cruel?🤧

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