My Nerdy Little Secret

End of school

Quinn's POV

May, 25
11:24 am

   It's been a month now since Blythe and I have talked and it's killing me, I play with the beens on my tray and kick my feet back n forth. I get a flick on the forehead, I blink my eyes and look up and Jack "Hey snap out of it, you gotta eat, you've lost so much weight these past weeks." He has a concerned look on his face and fidgets with his fingers.

    "You sound like mom." I say in a full tone and eat a single bean, Johnathan nudges me on the shoulder "I don't know Q. he has a point, you gonna faint from starvation If you don't eat." He says with his deep voice, I'm starting to get irritated but just tap my nails on the table.

   Mia walks in with blue hair, she decided she needed a new look so re-dyed her hair. She sits down next to me "Hiya Quindalin!" She says with her normal wide smile, I nod at her and eat another been, she picks up my spork and attempts to feed me a spoon full of them.

   I ignore her and drink my milk "aw c'mon Quinn just eat some bee-" I feel the anger flood in my body as I stand up and slap the spork away "I don't need to eat ok!?" I grab my bag and stomp off to the hallway, when I open the door there she is. Gray eyes, tan skin and dark brown hair.
Blythe.
I almost trip but I run off until I can't see her anymore, she looked the same and not at all sad. In fact she looked happy, so why am I so miserable?? I pull my hair and fall to the ground, I can feel my face reden and tears fall down my cheeks. Why can't I get over her, we were never together so why does it hurt so much?

   I'm in a ball on the floor when I feel a hand playing with my hair I look up and see Jack sitting with his legs crossed while comforting me. For some reason this makes me cry more, I hug him tight and start balling my heart out "why does it hurt so much?" I ask him, he pats my head and looks me in the eyes.

   "Because this is your first time experiencing something stronger than just a stupid crush and you don't know how to handle it, I don't blame you if that happened to me I'd be a mess." He hugs me and lays his head on mine, u smile and nuzzle into his hold. He helps me up and helps me look like I didn't just have a break down.

  Blythe's POV

11:18 am

     I close my locker and head to the cafeteria with Kaylee and Hannah "omg so guess who got the D last night??" Says Hannah with a big grin on her face, Kay's eyes widen and she sqeals "omg with who?!!" She asks, Hannah averts her eyes but still has a huge smile on her face "ohhhh no one just Zeke." I feel a pain in my chest and stop in my tracks, memories from the party flood through my head like a slide show and my breathing becomes rapid.

   "Did you ask him to or he just did it?" I ask her while holding my chest "pfft of course he didn't ask he just did it which made it way more hotter." She bites her lip and plays with her hair "that's rape." I say while looking at the floor "it's not rape if you like it" she says while flipping her hair.

   "Omg did he wear a condom??" Asks Kay says with a smile "Nah like I said he didn't ask so he just went in, but he said he pulled out so." Hannah goes on, I'm pretty sure you know when they cum in you, I thought, watch her get pregnant and Zeke leave her alone with a baby.

  I open the cafeteria door and see Quinn stomping towards me, at first I think she's mad at me and is gonna yell and put me in my place but she looks red and runs off. I look back at her and hold my chest, I miss her goofy smile and the way she would fidget with her fingers when she got impatient. My face feels hot as I think about her, I slap my cheeks and look forward, why do I miss her??