The Newbreeder

Chapter 8

Jasper

I had walked from our conversation because I know if I stayed there any longer then I would have said too much. I walked out of the palace and into the woods next to the training grounds, I took off my clothes and shifted. As I ran in wolf form I had one thought on my mind, as much as I am ready to have Amaya as my mate I'm not ready to trust newbreeders.

My mother was a newbreeder. My father was going to be alpha and had not found his mate yet so he had to marry his step-in mate Marie and they fell in love. By the time he meet my mother he had already had my two older sisters with his step-in mate, he tried to have a relationship with my mother. She was in love with him but my father was torn between the two. They had me and I was crowned future alpha because I was born from the pack's true luna and alpha. My mother tried to raise me as my father was with his sep-in mate but it only hurt my mother. One day my mother snapped and hurt Marie after an argument, my father banned her from being anywhere near the palace. I stayed with my mother most of the time unless my father requested me at the palace.

When I was twelve years old my father rejected my mother, when shifters rejected their mates they are breaking the bond between their wolf spirits that have been made. My mother didn't take this so well, she went on a rampage because she know it was because of Marie that my father had rejected her. She hunted Marie down to kill her and she killed whoever was in her way, she got to Marie and when she was on the verge of death my father got my mother off of her and banished her away. After that I went to live with my dad in the palace, I accepted my sisters but I never forgave my father and I never talked to Marie out of respect for my mother.
My mother would send letters but the last I heard from her was five years ago when she went to the human realm.

I'm afraid that Amaya will turn out the same as we are in the same situation as my parents. Although I don't love Chole as my father loved Marie, we don't know enough about newbreeders to know if it will happen with her.

I was so lost in my run that I hadn't realized that I had made it to my favorite waterfall. The waterfall was surrounded by trees that lead the water into a lake. There were fallen trees in the lake, there were roks that made the water flow on different levels. The moonlight made the normal green water have a blue tent as the water rushes down making the crashes white. Behind the waterfall was a cave that I found years ago when I was on a run, I come here to figure things out. I entered the cave and found a dry spot to lay down I debated whether or not I wanted to just lay here for a while or if I wanted to stay the night here.

"Jasper, where are you?" Jacob asked through our mind link, I had woken up still in my wolf form.
"I'm on my way" I responded.
"Meet me in the game room" I turned off the link without answering. I ran back to the palace with the feeling of regret to be back. I stop in the forest to put my clothes back on. Once I was dressed I walked into the game room to see Jacob, Melia, and Elijah my third in command were all on the couch.

"What's up?" I asked sitting on the couch next to Elijah in front of Jacob and Melina.
"Jasper are you alright with the fact that Amaya is a newbreeder?" Melina asked in a careful voice, I could tell she was walking on eggshells talking about this but I never talked much about how my mother being a newbreeder had an effect on me.
"Why do you ask?"
"We heard the argument y'all had. It seemed to be pretty heated and it sounded like you kind of blew up at Amaya for no reason we're just worried about you." Elijah said slightly turning to me.
"What would you know about my reasons to be angry, the only reason you are on my court is because it pleases my father," I stated, I stood up feeling like they were teaming up on me. "And you're one to talk about "reasons," I said putting quotation marks "you can't decide if your like boys or girls," I said yelling and pointing at Elijah. I turned to Melina and Jacob "and you two are too afraid to have sex with each other but you can sleep with other people," I yelled.
"This group of people are the last people to tell me what I should be doing with my mate," I said storming out of the room and up the stairs. I know I was wrong for blowing up at them like that but they were wrong for making me feel like I was in intervention as if I had done something bad. I just got too excited to have found my mate and I trusted her too quickly, thinking she was made for that she wouldn't trigger old feelings.
As I walked to my room door I stopped to see Chole leaning against the wall next to my door. She turned to face me once I was at the door.
"Hey, I thought you would like a stress reliever, you know like the old days," she said in a seductive tone, she came to me and rubbed her hands up and down my arm.
"You know what with the day I've had, sure," I said opening the door and walking in not waiting for her to enter the room. I knew what I was about to do would hurt me and Amaya but I needed to do something to make me feel like I was in control.
Once you find your mate, having any intimate moments with anyone who isn't them will feel wrong and hurt both of the wolf spirits.

Chole started to unbuckle my pants and boxers, once they were off she got down onto her knees and started pumping, I looked down at her not feeling anything for her. She started to suck on the tip looking at me as she did this I started to get close to my release. I grabbed her head and started to push the sound of her choking filled the room. Once I hit my release I held her there to take it all in.

"Get on the bed and take off your panties." she did as I told her, she was wearing a skirt so it was easy for her to take them off. She lies on her back on my bed with her legs spread open, I really didn't want to do this and look at her face knowing that she was not my mate. I grabbed her legs and flipped her onto her stomach, I put my tip at her entrance moving it up and down pushing it in. Hearing her moans felt like whale moans to my ears, everything about her was sickening. I stopped mid-way and pulled out, I had to stop my wolf spirit was in so much pain it was making me sick.

"Get out," I said
"What, why. I was so close please finish."
"GET OUT" I yelled. She grabbed her things and left slamming the door behind her.
I walked to the bathroom that was built into my room and turned on the shower. I undressed and stepped into the shower putting my head under the shower. What was this girl doing to me that I can't even fuck someone without thinking about her?