The Newbreeder

Chapter 11

Amaya 
"It's difficult because I still want to be luna and I will be luna, newbreeder" the end of her sentence had so much hate in it, I was a newbreeder not by choice but I still was who I was.  

"I'm sorry to pop your bubble but that makes no logical sense. If you are made for someone why would you want someone else, someone who wasn't made for you," I stated clearly no one ever said no to miss diva 

"Because before you come I was meant to be with him and no one, not even you will take that from me. It's my birthright" every word that left her mouth had a cocky tone to it.  

"Okay, clearly this is a topic that will not be settled easily so how will we fix this?" I asked turning to alpha Micheal 
"Well, um, I'm open to all ideas," he said, throwing up his hands in the air and leaning back into the chair.  

"So this is how you're going to deal with this. Let an idea fall onto your lap and go with it" the man said who stood near the sofa with a woman to his side. I had put two and two together and realized they were Chloe's parents. Which made things start to make sense. Her daddy promised her a title and she was going to get it, I would love to have seen her fall. 

"What if we don't choose?" I asked, if this wasn't a monarchy and was a democracy then the people of their pack should choose who leads them.

"What do you mean?" Jasper asked, finally pitching in on the conversation.
"This is a democracy right, I say let the people choose. The one the people choose will be the luna" 
"That is a ridiculous idea -"
"I didn't see that you were coming up with anything," Micheal said, turning to him harshly, cutting off Chole's father. He goes quite obeying his alpha's tone. Micheal turned back to me looking like he was still thinking about my idea.

"What do you two think?" he asked, talking to Jasper and Chole. Chole looked at me as if I had just run over a puppy. She looked past me and looked at Jasper, and I turned to look at him as well. 
He was leaning against the counter under the bookcases with his arms tucked in his pockets looking down at his shoes. Even when he did nothing he looked so good, he wore a white button-up shirt with the first few buttons open to show off some of his chest tucked into his black pants with black dress shoes, you could tell he was a playboy. 

I didn't realize that I was starting until he looked up at me and smirked before looking at everyone else in the room which was also looking at him for a response. 

"So, Jasper, can we get an answer?" his father asked
"Well, since no one else has an idea I say we do it," he said
"Okay that settles it then, I will get everything in order and get back to you," Micheal said dismissing everyone. 

I stood up to leave, walking past Jasper on purpose adding a little sway to my hips. Once I felt the office and turned the corner I was pushed into the wall. 

"Look you may think that that idea of yours will save you but you are dead wrong," Chole said, digging her nails into my shoulder holding me against the wall.
"Yeah well, the alpha seemed to like it. That's one vote for me." I shot back in a snarky tone.

"You bitch" she shouted digging her nail deeper into my shoulder making me bleed and causing me to yell. I kicked her in her stomach making her stumble over her feet, as she was about to charge at me again Elijah stepped in front of me causing her to stop.

"You want to continue?" he asked her, she scoffed and walked away. 
He turned to look at me, reaching out to touch my shoulder. I slightly moved back to prevent him from touching me, he saw that I had moved and took that as a hint.

"Sorry, are you okay?" he asked
"Yeah, she's just a bitch about the meeting," I said touching my shoulder and seeing that it had healed, another perk of now being a shifter. I wanted to see what it felt like to be outside of this palace, something I never thought I would say considering being in a palace was my big dream when I was little. 

"Hey, do you think I can go into the woods?" I asked, this wasn't my home so I couldn't just wander around without at least telling someone where I would be.
"Yeah, sure, I want some company?" he asked. I know I need to be away from all of these people; they are draining me of everything I have.

"Um, I'd rather be alone," I said, he nodded and moved to the side so that I could walk past him into my room. I wanted to listen to music as I walked, I went into my room, grabbed a pair of earphones, and made my way downstairs. 
I walked down to where the training grounds were, there were fewer people there than any other time I'd been here. I walked over to the woody area as my music played in my ears, I had to think about everything that had happened to me.  

I had just started my first year of college ready to start my new life and hopefully move out of my parents' house then I got bitten and taken to a strange place. I was told that I had a soulmate the would love me and care for me as a soul mate should do, realizing that he had been waiting for me his whole life and I had just found the final piece of his life just to be told that I may not have to share him with some slut who can't back off. 

I stop walking once I get to a clearing surrounded by trees in an open green area, the long grass makes it look endless. I walk into the center of the grass looking down at my phone seeing I had no more cell phone service, I put it in my back pocket and took out my earphone to focus on the feeling of the wind blowing on my face, the sound of the grass in the air, and the way the grass swayed side to side. It was the release that I never knew I needed. 

"You look so at peace," I hear come from behind me. I turned knowing it was Jasper, he stood a few feet away from me.
"How did you know I was out here?" I asked

"Elijah told me you would be out in the woods. But this is way past the normal 'woods'," he said putting woods in quotation marks.
"Now that you know where I am please leave," I said turning around 
"Why?" he asked, I could hear him walking closer to me.
"Because," I started not wanting to say anything more.

"You know you're going to have to forgive me sooner or later," he said, still coming closer to me. I turned around and stared into his eyes. 
"I didn't think I could forgive my so-called soul mate for sleeping with not only another girl but that girl being the girl he is betrothed to," I find the irony in this so funny.

"I'm sorry I was pissed and she was there. Once I started I quickly started to let out all of the anger that was waiting in me for this moment.

"I grow up thinking that I would have a lot of bad relationships but once I met the one, the one who was going to be my soulmate we would both be head over heels for each other, and that we would never, NEVER," I said repeating myself to show how angry I am " hurt each other. So it comes to my surprise when I find that I have an actual soulmate who was waiting for me and the first thing they do is hurt me with someone rude ass bitch!" I felt as if my body was on fire, my hand balled up in a fist trying to get a hold of my emotions. I needed to feel some kind of control, something to ground me. 

"Please, I know I'm every bad thing in the book but please-" he said taking a hold of both of my hands and squeezing them." Let me back in," he said, stepping closer to me so that his forehead was on mine.
"I need space," I said, starting to hyperventilate.

"Please just please I can do better I WILL do better," he said emphasizing the will. 
"Please I just need space" I begged as I took my hands out of his and pushed on his chest but he wouldn't move.

"Please just please," he begged once more. I couldn't handle him on me, him trapping me. I needed to breathe and he wasn't letting me. I felt all the anger ready to burst along with all of the emotions that were taking up too much space in my mind. 

"I said move!" I yelled pushing him away with all the force that was stored in me. I had seen my force push him into the sky as he fell in slow motion as he tried to grab on to the air for support, my mind wouldn't work as I held my breath watching him fall. I know that I didn't know how to help him. All I could do was wait until he fell to the ground.

As he hit the ground he slid onto the dirt, I ran to him hoping and praying that he would be okay. 
"JASPER!" I yelled running to him calling his name hoping for a response. I slid onto my knees looking at him, covered in dirt, his blood coming from his body and head. I saw that he was bleeding from his face and the top of his head. I know that I know to keep his head elevated or he could end up brain dead or worse.

I scooted over to his head and held his head on my lap hoping that he would be okay.
"Please come back I'm sorry," I pleaded as I cried 
"HELP, PLEASE SOMEONE HELP!" I yelled knowing I didn't have cellphone service.
"Please come back, I forgive you." I cried into his head.