muse(ic)//mygxreader

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Yoongi slammed the door open, making Y/n jump awake. "Yoongi?" She asked, only half asleep she could already feel the intense migraine forming, "Whats wrong?" She rubbed her temples and sighed.

Yoongi knew her well enough to see the signs and ran over to one of the drawers to get her Tylenol, "Quick, take this, we need to go the hospital."

"Wha-"

"Taehyung woke up. The rest are already there." He said while helping her up.

Her eyes shot open as she stumbled across the room to grab her shoes, "I'll put these on in the car, lets go."

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"Y/n! Yoongi!" Namjoon yelled when he saw the two running towards him down the hall. They stopped when they reached, panting trying to catch their breaths.

"Where's Jungkook?" Y/n asked, not seeing the youngest. She held onto Namjoon's arm, trying to catch her breath still. Her thoughts were running wild. Is he okay? What happened between Tae and Jk? Will Tae mad at them? Can Tae leave? Will he even remember them? She's read enough fanfictions to know he probably woke up with amnesia.

Namjoon held her shoulders, making her face him. The look in her eyes held so many emotions but one they all had, the need for answers. "Jungkook's in the room with Taehyung right now. They didn't want anyone else in there for unknown reasons. When he comes out, we can go in."

Taking a shakey breath, Y/n sat down on the floor in a fetal position. Deep breaths, deep breaths, deep breaths, deep breaths. She repeated to herself internally. The sudden situation and feeling everyone's uneasiness made her heart race and she stopped breathing, feeling a panic attack coming on.

Her breath became sudden and her body started jerking. Everyone's attention was on Taehyung's door no one noticed her state.

Squeezing her eyes shut, she felt tears start to fall out as her thoughts raced to the worst case scenario. She could feel her chest ache from difficulty of breathing and her stomach turn from nausea.

"Yoongi," she managed to say softly, hoping he heard her for she didn't know if she'd be able to make another sound that wasn't gasping for the smallest amount of air.

He looked over to see her shaking form, piecing together the puzzle, he grab Hoseok's arm. "Hobi, go to my car and get Y/n's medication out of the glove box. She's having an anxiety attack."

Hearing Yoongi's words, Hoseok started to run out to get her medication and the rest of the members backed away, knowing she feels claustrophobic during these attacks.

Opposite of the member's courtesy, Yoongi wrapped his arms around Y/n, knowing she'd fight back and freak out more, he remained calm. "No!" She screeched. People turned their heads but quickly looked away, assuming they got bad news.

"Y/n," Yoongi said in his calming voice as he tightened his grip on the small girl, hoping she'd stop trying to get away, "Y/n, open your eyes. Look at me."

"Let me go!" Tears ran down her cheeks as she fought to get out of his grip.

Soon, Hoseok came running back with a syringe filled with pinkish liquid. "Toss to me, don't come closer. She's in panic." Yoongi said, securing his grip on her so he can catch the syringe.

People were staring at the scene, making Y/n's situation worsen. Seokjin noticed this and started telling people to back off, which the others joined in him. They wanted Y/n to know she was safe and that she had time to calm down without the judgmental eyes of the public.

Yoongi harshly grabbed her forearm and injected the pinkish liquid into her vein on her arm, almost instantly her body collapsed onto him. Her breathing was still off and her heart was racing, but her body went limp.

Placing her head on his chest, he pet her hair and held her waist, a position she felt safest in. Talking softly, he tried to steady her breathing, "Follow my breath, okay? Just focus on my voice. Follow my breathing. In. Out. In. Out. You got this."

Soon, her breathing returned to a normal pace and she was able to calm herself down. Jimin came closer to them, "How about we go to the restroom and wash up a little? Do you have your recovery kit?" He asked.

Yoongi held up a finger, and Jimin nodded, returning to the other boys. Y/n hid her face into his chest as he continued to mess with her hair. "Scale here?"

"Three."

"Scale without me?"

She wrapped her arms around his waist, "Seven."

"Will you be able to stay with Jimin?"

"Yes."

Yoongi nodded and helped her stand up. Her steps were shakey as a lot of energy had been removed from the panic attack.

Jimin softly grasped her arm as she held onto his shoulder, taking slow steps they made their way to the unisex bathrooms so Y/n could wash her face and freshen up.

Yoongi closely watched them, knowing she could easily have another freak out so soon after a big one.

He wondered what had caused her to have such large panic attacks with so many triggers. He knew she was damaged, beyond what her ex had caused her. He knew she kept her hurt close to her heart, locked so far away in trying to seem perfect, she's convinced herself she's healed. When in reality she's in denial of anything happening.

He knew she trusted him. And he knew she doesn't open up. He knew she be willingly to talk to him about current problems. And he knew she'd shut down the moment he mentioned her childhood.

She says she's fine so much, she's convinced herself she is. She does not see what's going on in her because she's lying to herself. When she says it's not a problem, she's telling herself not the other person. She doesn't notice something is wrong until its too late because she's convincing herself she's fine.

A voice brought him out of his thoughts, realizing he was staring into space he looked at the person talking.

"We're done now. You guys can go in," Jungkook said .

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EYO HITMAN BANG INTRODUCES

i was writing this when I was supposed to be studying.

Disclaimer: Everyone's panic attacks/anxiety attacks are different. This was explained like mine are in a second level, a smaller panic attack. Starting as an anxiety attack and leading up to a panic attack. And the medication Yoongi used on Y/n is an actual medication I've used before, usually on trauma patients but I've needed it for panic attacks, that causes 2 minute paralysis. I don't remember the name I'm sorry.

What do you think Jk and Tae talked abt?👀👀👀👀

Warning: lots of tw coming up. We're going to be mentioning losts of panic attacks(more in depth than this), eating disorders, homophobia, suicide/depression/self-harm, and other things. I will put trigger warnings during scenes but this is your pre warning, story is abt to start.

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-moarmytrash