Slowly, each of them, minus Jimin, Jungkook, and Y/n, entered the small hospital room. They didn't know what Jungkook and Taehyung spoke about, but the way Taehyung's jaw was clenched and his eyes were rimmed red it wasn't a good conversation.
The silence was suffocating. The five of them avoided eye contact, the curiosity of what the fuck had happened was too much for them.
Not too much longer, Y/n and Jimin open the door to enter. Y/n holding onto Jimin's arm for stability. He handed her off to Yoongi, who wrapped his arms around her waist, before moving to Taehyung.
Jimin and Tae always had a closer connection than the rest. Maybe it was the way they understood each other without any words spoken. Or the fact they were the same age. Or that they went to High School together. Whatever it was, the rest were grateful for that connection.
"TaeTae," Jimin started, tears had piled in his eyes. He pushed Taehyung's dark bangs to the side. It looked like a scene from a romance movie.
No one knew what to say. They didn't know what had caused Taehyung to attempt at drowning himself drunk. How do you ask a person that?
Y/n had the courage to open her mouth, "What did you and Jk talk about? Because he's out there with red eyes and not opening up, like you," She removed Yoongi's arms from her waist, feeling the strength to stand finally come back, "We need answers. What the hell happened, Taehyung?"
"Y/n-" Jin started. He didn't want Taehyung to feel uncomfortable so soon after waking up, but a part of him was glad she had spoken up for he wanted answers too.
"It's fine, Jin. You all desverse the truth," Taehyung spoke. To say he was scared was an understatement, he was mortified of their response. Jungkook had not responded well and had Taehyung thinking he was homophobic. But he needed to get over fear and speak truth. To be fair, though, he doesn't even know what he feels for the younger. He's straight and never questioned otherwise, but the way his heart flutters when he sees Jungkook proves what he believes fact to be fiction.
"Jungkook and I were at my place," he began, Jimin held his hand for a source of comfort, "We had finished a painting and were just eating some food. Somehow," He choked on his words, feelings tears threaten to fall, "Our lips were together and he was on my lap."
"Holy shit," Hoseok muttered, "I thought you two were straight."
Taehyung chuckled, "Yeah, me too. Anyway, after I had try to talk it out with him. I tried to be rational, see what it meant to him and I," tears started slipping out which Jimin softly wiped away, "He wanted to forget it happened. Kept saying it was nothing and we were both heterosexual. He left before we could talk it. And I'm sure you can guess the rest."
The room was dead silent.
Until Y/n stormed her way out to Jungkook. "Y/n, I-" he began was cut off from Y/n's hand hitting his cheek.
"Y/n!" Namjoon exclaimed
"You want to explain the homophobia, Jeon Jungkook? Because I'm sure we'd like to know why."
Jin grabbed her arm has Jungkook started to cry, but she wasn't dealing with it. "Let me go Jin, he can't say he accepts us then wants to deny anything happened between Tae and him." She pulled her arm out of his grasp and started Jungkook.
He looked down at the floor, she may be much shorter than him but she was terrifying. "I . . . I don't have an explanation. I swear I'm not," He begged.
Moving to the side, "Then go and explain to Taehyung. Prove it."
He just sat on the floor, face in hads as soft sobs left his shaking form.
She kneeled down next to him, "I want to believe you're not but until you can prove it I don't want to see you." Standing up she went to Yoongi. "Can we go, please?" He nodded, his eyes not leaving Jungkook's shaking form. Wrapping his arm around her shoulder, the two left the hospital.
When they got in the car, Yoongi looked over at her. The scene of their kiss in her kitchen kept repeating in his head. "What are we?"
Looking at confused at the question, she shrugged her shoulders. "Friends, what else?"
He rolled his eyes, "Friends don't have irresistible urges to kiss each other."
"I don't know. And to be fair, I'm terrified to get into a relationship. I'm not even sure what I feel," she glanced over at him, "What do you want us to be?"
Sighing, he turned back to the front of the car, "I'm not sure either. I want you to be mine but I don't want you rushed."
She smiled at hearing he wanted to respect her, "Let's just wait and see."
Turning on the car, he nodded. "Seems to be an ongoing theme," he muttered not loud enough for Y/n to hear.
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This took awhile
And to everyone saying that Jk isn't homophobic: not irl. I wanted to express internalized homophobia and how members of LGBTQ+ community can be accepting towards others but not themself.
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