muse(ic)//mygxreader

04💬

"Should I show them the song?" Y/n asked Seokjin, leaning back in her chair, facing the elder. He was reading through a script, trying to memorize them before yet another audition.

He looked up. "Why not? I mean you trust them, right?" He sat the script down on the soundboard and grabbed the musician's hands, looking at her in the eyes. "I know you're self conscious. But those lyrics are gold. No, they're silver. Most people don't know silver is rarer than gold. I think you should, but don't force yourself into it." She nodded as Seokjin placed a hand on her cheek.

Just then, the door opened with 6 loud boys and a dog spilling in, making the two jump apart. "Were you guys kissing?" Taehyung asked.

Seokjin threw the script at him. Y/n threw a pen. "He's like my brother, perv."

Everyone took a seat around the studio, which became their hideout after they promised not to return to their usual place until they reached their dreams. Yoongi, as usuall, quietly sat in the chair closet to Y/n, no one else ever sat there, even Yeontan.

He went to grab the black journal next to Y/n, who screamed and took it from him, hugging it close to her chest while pouting. "No no," she said, looking at him.

Yoongi pouted back, trying not to smile at the girl's cuteness. "C'mon. Let me see." He went to grab it again.

She fell off her chair and started to run around the studio, Yoongi following her, wanting to read the new lyrics. The others just watched the scene as Hoseok filmed it. "Its not finished!" She tried to argue.

"So? I can help!" He yelled back.

It wasn't until she threw herself on the couch in between Jungkook and Taehyung, the book behind her back, that one of them spoke up. "What are they about?" Namjoon asked, pulling Yoongi by his wrist to sit next to him and not stare down the out of breath girl.

Y/n didn't make contact with anyone. She shifted uncomfortably. "My...my ex," she said with a sigh.

Everyone stayed quiet. They didn't know the extent the mental abuse her ex boyfriend at done to her but it was enough to almost drive to suicide.

Slowly, she brought the song book in front of her and pulled out a lose paper. She had started to softly sing, her voice shaking knowing so many people were near her. But she had to start somewhere, right?

"Even when I expected nothing you still disappoint.
I don't know who blame more.
Me for trusting or you for playing?
Our love was never that just guilt and loneliness.
Did you really think it'd work?
I say I hate you but I want to thank you. Because now I know respect for myself." She put the paper back in and looked around, "There. You saw the lyrics." With that, she stood up and left the studio. Yeontan jumped off Taehyung's lap and tried to follow the girl. Only for the door to be shut in front of him.

The seven boys stayed quiet. They knew she sensitive on the topic. That there was more than they knew. "Why'd you push her, Yoons?" Hoseok asked, his phone now in his pocket holding evidence that the atmosphere wasn't so tense only minutes ago.

Yoongi looked at the younger, already blaming himself without his words. "What do you mean? I was just playing with her. Seokjin probably already knew! He should have stopped me!"

SeokJin stared in shock. "You should have listened when she said no. No means no in any situation."

"Guys...," Jimin started, but we was drowned out by loud voices.

"Don't bring Seokjin into this! He's not the one in the wrong!" Namjoon defended.

"Oh, shut up! You're so damn whipped for him you'd let him commit murder!"

"I wouldn't be surprised if you did the same for Jimin!"

"Everyone chill out," Jungkook said. He tried to pull Namjoon down, who standing in front of Yoongi, both burning with anger.

Taehyung followed Jungkook's example, trying to calm down Yoongi. "Guy's, Y/n wouldn't want us to fight."

"Guys," Jimin said a little louder. Yeontan had started to shake in the corner, and aura in the room getting to him.

"Why has she been getting so close to you? You're not even a musician!" Yoongi yelled.

"I don't know! Maybe because I don't say 'fuck' in every lyric!" Seokjin yelled back.

Hoseok turned to the eldest, "At least he can get something done! You're only good at getting rejected!"

"Guys!" Jimin finally yelled, annoyed at being drowned out. Everyone looked at him, scared of the small boy's anger. "Do you think instead of getting mad at each other we should be looking for and apologizing to Y/n? She has no where to go since we're here."

Seokjin glared at Hoseok, "Not until he apologizes."

Jimin stood up, "Grow the fuck up, Jin! Y/n is more important than your pride!" He looked at the boys, "She's there for us without a thought for herself. She comforts us through her lyrics and puts in an effort to understand our individual interests and passions. But the moment she needs us, you what? Yell and blame each other? That's not what friends do. Not real friends, at least. She has done nothing but love and support us. This is how we repay her? So let's put our differences aside and look for her!" Jimin finished his speech, feeling slightly out of breath. Y/n was the one who made him comfortable enough to show his true personality. She was an angel to all of them.

"Library," Namjoon said, "if shes not here she's there."

"Or record shop," Yoongi commented.

"Dance studio," Hoseok offered.

"Yoongi, Jimin, and Taehyung go to the record store and look for her. Hoseok and Jungkook, check the dance studio. Seokjin and I will check the library," Namjoon said. They nodded in agreement. Taehyung grabbed his dog while Hoseok turned off the lights.

"Let's get it!"

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D-2 has still killed me. I read the lyrics and omg Moonlight is sooooo relatable. Especially with the some songs write themselves and others he can't seem to write a second verse.

Where do you think Y/n went?
Why do you think she's so close to Seokjin?
Find out on the next chapter.

Its was hard to write the insult to Seokjin Hoseok said. Ouch.

Wattpad says Jungkook, Namjoon, Seokjin, Yoongi, Hoseok, Taehyung, and Yeontan are spelled wrong.

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-moarmytrash