Hindi Tayo Pwede (Broken Heart Series #1)

HINDI TAYO PWEDE

HINDI TAYO PWEDE

"I once had an "Hindi Tayo Pwede" kind of story. It all started the day I knew I was adopted. On my 22nd birthday I found out that I was adopted at the night of my party. I conducted an outreach program a week later, that's when I met him. He was tall, has a toned body, medium thick hair, he dresses neatly, he was a sucker for good looks. The kind of guy you'd be proud to introduce to your parents. He was a gentleman, the kind who serves you food, who gets a seat for you, he was a total package. The day I first met him I instantly felt a connection. That same day I discovered that he was also an orphan like me, we were both adopted in the same orphanage. 

That wasn't the last time we saw each other because we still kept in touch on social media and that's where the sparks burst. He helped me find my true identity, by finding my biological parents, setting aside his other priorities. He saw me at my lowest, he comforted through my darkest days. He was there. He became my home, a guy I only met for a few months and yet I already see him as my home. Months passed we finally confirmed our relationship, it was a smooth ride at first but relationships do have their rocky paths right? We argued a few times, but one led us to breaking up was when I told him that my parents didn't like him for me. He even thought breaking up was the best solution to fix it, but I stood my ground and fought for us. 

Few more months, he vanished for 10 days. Those 10 days I was anxious, I couldn't call or text him. I even went to his province just to see if he was there. But still no sign of him, after trying, I went back to the orphanage asked if he came by, he left me a breakup note. Again, I fought for us, I met up with him and he confessed that he's in love with someone else even before I came along. My heart was broken, hearing it come from his mouth. 

But if you're still reading this, it gets more dramatic. I followed him to his house hoping for a clearer answer which I got. His adoptive father was a priest, his dying wish was for him to be like his father, which he promised. He was destined to be a priest all this time I've known him. I was a distraction for him, I accepted the fact that we were no longer going to cross paths. We ended things badly but deep in our hearts we'll always love each other.

He did became a priest, I heard the news from one of my friends. I haven't seen him since we broke up, it was already eight years since then. I am now happily married and with a baby girl beside me as I write this. I would like to thank The Juans for their music who inspired me throughout my life, without it I must've submerge into the deep and dark ocean of misery. But, thank you. And to you, Felix. Or should I say Father Felix, my pinagtagpo pero hindi tinadhana, I hope you're doing great and safe. Maybe you'll come across this comment here in YouTube, so Hi. I'm happy and contented on where I am right now. Thank you for letting me go."

Pagkabasa ko ulit ng aking sinulat ay agad ko nang cinlick ang send button at nakitang napost na ang aming kwento sa YouTube video ng The Juans.

It has been a crazy ride for the both of us, but like what I said I am happy and content.

"Mama, milk!" hila ni Lily sa akin.

"Ok wait, baby I'll get your milk.." sagot ko sa aking dalawang taong gulang na anak.

Pagkabigay ko ng kanyang gatas ay agad siyang pumwesto sa aking binti at tsaka kumalong.

It was a peaceful Saturday afternoon, me and Lily were both relaxing in our garden bench next to her favorite pool.

Bago niya pa maubos ang kanyang gatas ay tumayo na siya para salubungin ang kanyang Papa.

"PAPA! CARRY!!" sigaw niya at agad naman siya binuhat ng kanyang Papa.

"Love, kain na nakapaghain na ako.." aya ni Jeremy sa akin.

Sinundan ko na ang mag-ama ko sa hapag kainan.