Hindi Tayo Pwede (Broken Heart Series #1)

SISIHAN

SISIHAN

Ilang araw na ang nakalipas mula noong natapos ang outreach sa orphanage. Ilang araw na din at tuloy pa rin ang pag-uusap namin ni Felix. The night of the outreach consisted of us just chatting on social media about different random things we could talk about and ask.

"Favorite Color?" he sent.

"Torn between, blue and beige but most of my clothes are black and white.. so it varies from there. HAHAHA! Yours?" I replied.

"Orange. Pero hindi yung orange ng mga Villar, more on Sunset orange." He replied.

"Strange but nice." I sent.

"Most embarrassing moment?" I added.

"Probably when I was in grade school. I peed on my pants." He confessed.

"EWW! May sira pantog!" I teased.

"Wala no, hindi ko nalang napigilan noon, what made it embarrassing was that my crush saw it.." he sent.

"Awww, poor you! HAHAHAHA!" I replied.

"How about you?" he now then asks.

"I almost went inside the boy's comfort room.." I typed.

"EWW! Pervert!" He teased back.

"I was also in grade school that time, I was only with my Dad in the mall then he went to the comfort room, I didn't notice I was already following him until the entrance.. I only noticed when one guy said "OOOPS!"" I sent back.

"Greater story than mine! HAHAHAHA!" he replied.

"Anyway, are you tired?" he added.

"A little, you?" I asked.

"Yep. My eyes are about to close any minute.." he texted.

I was shocked when I saw the time on the upper right corner of my phone. We were already chatting for two hours, it's already two o'clock in the morning. I lost track of time, well we lost track of time.

"2AM NA PALA? HINDI KO NAMALAYAN!" agad kong sinend.

"HAHAHAHA! Oo nga, kaya pala antok na antok na ako!" agad naman din niyang reply.

"Ok, better go to sleep na! Good night!" paalam ko at sinara lahat ng running apps, ng biglang nag pop up nanaman ang chat head niya.

"Good night, Rose." Reply niya.

Hindi ko na sineen at tuluyan nalang natulog noong gabi na iyon.

Sa ilang araw na pag-uusap namin ni Felix ay walang pagkakataon kung saan hindi ko muli naiisip na tanungin ang aking magulang tungkol sa aking tunay na pagkatao.

Maybe Felix is right. I need this. For peace and closure. I wanted to know my roots. I want to know who my real parents are, good or bad I still have my right to know who they are.

At sa huli napagdesisyunan ko nang sabihin kayna Mommy na gusto kong malaman ang lahat tungkol sa aking nakaraan.

Hinintay ko silang maka-uwi nina Daddy mula sa trabaho, habang naghihintay ay may biglang lumitaw na dalawang messages sa aking inbox.

"Hey, how are you? I miss you!!!!! hang out?" isa galing kay Travis.

"You, okay?" at ang isa ay kay Felix.

"I'm fine, sure maybe by next week?" sabi ko kay Travis.

"I'm gonna be brave tonight and finally ask them.." sabi ko naman kay Felix.