Hindi Tayo Pwede (Broken Heart Series #1)

HANGGANAN

HANGGANAN

Kinaumagahan ay binuksan ko ang aking telepono upang makita na walang text message si Felix mula kagabi.

Weird. He usually texts when he arrives home.

I casually started my day by eating breakfast together with Mommy and Daddy.

After helping out with the dishes I tried checking my phone, but still no message from Felix.

He doesn't miss a good night and good morning message, what's happening?

I recalled what happened yesterday and thought of giving him some space, since he did said he's busy with school. Then I'll let him be. Ayoko naman maging masyadong clingy at baka yun naman ang pagsimulan ng away namin sa susunod naming pagkikita.

I moved on with my day. Just the usual weekend where I go and do my laundry and clean my room for unnecessary trash.

Habang naglilinis ay biglang may lumipad na papel mula sa aking corkboard.

Pagharap ko ay yung litrato namin ni Felix ang nahulog. The one we argued about inside the arcade.

I remember it being a nice and cute time. Back when we weren't this much into arguing.

Binalik ko ang pagkakadikit ne'to sa aking corkboard, at tinignan pa ang ibang mga litrato na nakadikit at ilang sticky notes.

Ang ilan sa mga sticky notes ay mula noong college pa. Isa-isa kong kinuha at nilagay sa aking trash bin.

One familiar note na hindi ko isinama sa bin ay yung short note ko for my future man.

"To the one who'll catches my falling heart,

                           Please know that I've prayed and waited for you. I asked God to give me a man who fears Him just as me. Who values His word like my family. A man that is willing to be in a relationship with not only myself but also my family and to my Creator. If this is you, then please know that I am in no way ever gonna give up on you. Thank you for choosing me. Here's to the memories we'll make and the time we'll cherish."

Pagkatapos ko basahin ay agad may tumakas na luha sa aking mga mata. I finally found my man. He was what I prayed and longed for.

But if this "space" and "argue" thing is part of it, then I'll gladly accept it. I'll do anything to make our relationship strong.

Which takes me back a few months ago, I didn't see myself falling so hard for a man I barely know.

We've only met when, and yet there's this spark I feel whenever I'm with him.

He protects me and is concerned about me. I'll never forget the time we had in Pampanga.

It was a memory I'll cherish for the rest of my life. Him being with me even if he's busy, just so he can accompany me facing a big thing I'm missing in my life.

The way he holds me, the way he says my name, the way he kisses me, the way he assures me that he is there and that he loves me.

Gosh. I'm so hooked.

I can't even remember my life before him. It's all just a blur now.

I met a man that I can truly call my home.

Felix is my home.

If he needs me, I'll be there for him. Just as he does for me.

After few hours dwelling into my relationship with Felix, I finally finished cleaning my room.