Song Inspired Chp ① ²

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Third pov
It's getting worse, it's getting worse! Gripping the sink hard, tears dripping furiously down to the sink .But as soon at the tears drop on the sink,the tears evaporated like it never existed. He couldn't stand at the sight of both of his beloved person staying together as couple, it hurts.

Flashback
It was another peaceful day in ninjago, the ninjas learned to cherish peaceful day like this. Thus, they decided to have a whole day off to have a family bonding. In the shopping mall, the titanium ninja seemed to get along well in the topic with both the earth ninja and green ninja ,while the blues holding hands ,chatting secretly about something. Despite being at the same line along with his family, Kai couldn't help but felt left out but who's there to judge? Kai stole a glance at the couple, seeing the freckles boy blushed after Nya whispered something in his ears and giggled. Something bubbling inside of Kai, jealousy? No, darker. Hatred. Unconsciously ,he glared at them tho gone unnoticed by them.

'What am I doing?' Kai realised he's being ridiculous as he lightly slap his cheeks with both of his hands. "Huh? Are you alright ,Kai?" Jay noticed his hot headed friend got left out when he heard the slapping sound that apparently loud enough to alert him. "Yeah,yeah! Totally fine!" "Ka-" "On the second thought, I should go check Skylor out, bye guys!" Kai splurted out as he winked at his teammates and ran off. Poor Jay tried to say something but failed,having cut off without giving him a chance to ask Kai's gloomy behaviour.

Little did they know , Kai ran to the nearest washroom to ease his swelling sensation throat that was eager to bloom out some flowers. Beautiful flowers

Present

Kai tried to reason to himself the hatred he felt. Is it because Jay dates his only sister? Or is it because his only sister dates his crush? Oh fms,he didn't know anymore. From what he had learnt, in order to cure his disorder ,he must either got operated a surgery ,which means cut off his feelings toward his teammate or confessed his feelings. Oh , why make him choose? Neither of those did he wanted to do, he rather hide his feelings forever if it's not for this stupid disease.

Now to think of that, how pathetic it is to die because of a stupid lovesick. He imagined dying to sacrifice himself for his family or having a peaceful death ,but not this?!

Did he really starting to hate both of his loved one or is it the disease messing with his brains right now. Because nowadays, the hatred growing stronger and stronger, like what makes him think he could take away my only sister just like that?! or Why would you steal my first and ever last crush ,sis? Everyday , conversations like that playing in his mind over and over again. Part of him knows that it is too irrational and illogical to think of that ,but part of the other him truly believed they all stole something that belongs to him. Oh, how he wished he never existed in the first place.

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"Is it me or does Kai seems a lot distant lately?" Cole voiced out which immediately sends the rest of his teammates into deep concerns, excluding Kai ofc.

"No , I noticed too and I'm really worry about him," Jay frowned along with his girl friend.

"Jay, I really think it's time for you to come out the closet,"

"But he's not in the closet right now, Nya," Zane frowned as he questioned the water ninja.

"What he means is it's time for Jay to admit he's real sexuality , ain't I right ? Jay," raised an eyebrow, Lloyd slightly shoot glances at Jay which made him nervous a little.

"How did yo- I- I- UH,"

Suddenly, a hand pat on his shoulder which Jay jumped a little.He turned and realised is Cole.

"We all know," said Cole with knowing eyes. Right now , Jay just wanted to dig a hole and shove his head in it in embarrassment.

"Dude , your gayness is all around the place for Kai,"

"You talk to Nya about Kai too much when he's not around,"

"Ohh , that's why I noticed Jay's heartbeat always a bit higher around Kai," Everyone turned to look at Zane skeptically but shrugged away. Typical Zane.

"Then what about Kai's heartbeat?" Jay asked Zane eagerly. "His pulse always higher than all of you, so it doesn't really make any difference compared to you guys,"

"Touché,"

Jay glared at Lloyd. "What?"

"Now that I think about it, where is my brother?"

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Wu entered into a sacred room, originally he's going to enjoy the peaceful ambience while he meditate. But something seems wrong.

He went deeper into a secret room. There used to lie a bottle with magic seal on it. Wu picked it up and analysed it , he heaved a sigh of relief to see that the dark substance still remained in there.

Just as he was about to put it back , he realised a little tear on the seal. Please don't be what I think it is .He prayed but it didn't help. See, the seal somehow got weaker as Wu realised that a little part of the dark substance leaked out. It is like a small black cloud that somehow will manipulate one's mind.

Oh, no

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