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Chapter 32 // the truth is

Wanted to thank all you lovelies for 1.9k reads it's mental ! And sorry for not updating so much as usual school is back and I am literally clocked up with studying . But I love all of you and keep on working your way fabulously through life .
Hailey xx

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" Hey it's about time you guys arrived ! " Chris and Tom welcomed me and and Charlie . I chuckled before running towards Chris hugging him tightly .

" Hey there lil' one , I've missed you " Chris forenamed . I was so contented to meeting Chris . " Hey , I've missed you so much too ! " I responded and Chris kissed my forehead . I looked over to the other side of the room and saw Dee and Casey standing side by side grinning wildly .
I rushed over to them and hugged them both .
" Omg you guys , I'm so delighted to see you both !" I practically said to them louder then I should . I took Dee's hand and noticed something shining brightly on her ring finger . I raised my eyebrow and asked her curiously , " Where did you get this ring from ? " being too protective knowing that I'm the younger one . How could she get married with Casey ? Is it Casey ? Who ? Casey went infront of me and gave me the ' back off ' look and I shot him the same face . " Chill , Erin , it's just a ring I gave Dee . A ring of commitment , to like never break this relationship . Jeez ...Erin are you for real ? " He replied me slightly irked . " Really ? " I asked tapping my right foot .
"Yes lil' one  , " Dee stepped in reassuring me . " Okay then , you better take good care of my sister before I give you this ! " I snapped showing Casey my fist playfully . Casey snickered after nodding in agreement . I stepped away scanning the room . " Where's Reece ? " Popping the question. I didn't even know why I asked them .
Chris explained that Reece couldn't show up as he was busy . Well guess what ?! Nothing is new !! Reece never ever has time for me neither the other lads . I don't know what's wrong but I'm sure to find out . If he wants to be cross at me I completely do not mind but for him to ignore his Bandmates isn't going to happen . I need to stop this.

Charlie shot me and apologetic look and I shook my head saying it's alright . I was going to take this time to tell the boys that I'm going back . I really don't want to and Dee told me it was up to me to just leave them or leave with acknowledgement . I have my head on leaving without informing any of the lads . I just don't know . Telling them would agonies them and I really hate seeing them like this before even LEAVING them in just like 2 days . Dee have thought this through with me recently and she hesitantly agreed but she said ' it was for the best ' . I guess she's just and amazing sister who understand what I'm going through . Chris gathered us for a drink and we sat around the dining table . We had our usual conversations until Chris came up with this horrendous idea to play ' truth ' . We all agreed as we were bored to death just sitting around telling each other random facts . We gathered in a circle . I sat inbetween Dee and Charlie . Chris volunteered to spin the bottle first so wasting no more time he spun the bottle . To my luck ,it pointed to me . " Tell us something you haven't told Us yet , " Chris said causing me to tense up . It rang a bell about telling them that I'm leaving for Frisco .My palms got sweaty and I fidget more then I should . Chris eyes was full Of worry before he could ask me , " You alright, Erin ? " . I shook my head then shooting my head towards Dee and she nodded her head towards the boys obviously telling me to go ahead to telling them the ' truth ' . But I could easily lie . I'm no a good liar and I just can't seem to lie to people I love most . I lost it , there was no turning back from the truth . I exhaled before I could speak another word . " Guys I .... " I started already stammering . " I'm leaving in 2 days for San Francisco " finishing off with a bawl . " What ?! " Charlie blurted . I looked at him smiling obscurely . " Wait , Charlie don't bombard her . Why Erin ? " Tom asked me a touch of antagonize in his tone . I simply placed my head in my heads hoping all this pain will rush away as I  sobbed continuously . I felt a pair of hands rubbing against my shoulders as I saw Chris looking at me worriedly . " Hey , you have to tell us everything , " He assert really anxious to hear everything out . I nodded that's all I could do for now .