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Aries's P.O.V

If only you knew how much you've helped me.

You call it kindness but I call it something else.

Sometimes I wish I could hold you.

Brush your beautiful brown hair out of your face.

Tell you how much you mean to me.

Stare at your beautiful brown eyes and get lost.

But I can't.

And that's why.

That's why I do it.

I'm a freak.

A living terror to all.

Other people say it so it must be true.

And I make sure I remind myself all the time.

I've put people through so much pain.

My own mother said she was in the most pain for my birth.

Lasting thirteen hours.

People say I'm just like my father.

Cruel, rude, prat, evil, attention seeker, the list goes on.

I've never seen him like this in all of my years of living.

People said I should get walk in front of a bus.

They say it hurts to look at me.

And it's true.

I'm fat, ugly and disgusting.

A disgrace to the Malfoy family name.

My body is gross.

Covered in scars and bruises.

It never stops.

The voices.

They say I'm useless.

Pathetic

Weak

Freak

Loser

Fag

Slut

Over

And

Over

Again

Because it's true

The scars vary from 2-5 centimeters over my body.

I wish you would smile and me all the time.

We walked past each other in the halls.

And wave during class.

Others don't recognize my feelings.

But you do.

Every. Single. Time.

I wish I could do the same for you but I'm unstable.

But you see past it all.

You saw I was the only one without a valentine for years.

And you always made me the most beautiful hand written card with candy.

You were there for every nightmare.

Every laughing moment.

And all the bad ones to come.

Even when I didn't want to talk to you, you never left.

And I am forever grateful.

That's why I'll always love you.

Ella Thomas-Finnigan.

This chapter was about Aries describing her love for Ella Thomas-Finnigan and the hate for herself. Aries knowing that she may never be excepted.

On a completely different note y'all do not know how sad I was writing this.  Sorry I so updated so late I was busy with school. Bye bye for now

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