Back and Forth

Prologue

I sit on the black fancy couch staring at the blank expensive seventy-two inch tv with my cell phone. I have been trying to call Zayn for the past hour but got no answer. I haven't spoken to him in over a week and all I want is to hear his voice. To hear him falsely promise he will call later or that he misses me. I'm not saying he doesn't love me but he just doesn't miss me. At least not as much as I miss him.

Deciding to call his best friend or one of the band members in hope Zayn is with them, I diall Niall's number, he is not only Zayn's best fiend but plays guitar when Zayn is on tour. It's easier to tell if he is lying than any of the other members or Zayn's friends. You could hear how sorry he is through the tone of his voice. I feel bad for poor Niall, wanting to be loyal to Zayn but still not wanting to hurt my feelings.

"Uh, hello Kasie," Niall says and I could already hear the hesitation for lying in his voice.

"Hey, Ni." I say back. "Is Zayn with you?"

He takes in a deep breath before answering me, "No, he is probably on the bus sleeping. Sorry love."

"Oh okay, uh well when you do speak to him could you tell him something for me?"

"Uh we are coming back tomorrow, do you just want to wait?" Niall says. I know he doesn't want to upset me or get in the middle of another one of mine and Zayn's fight.

"Just tell him," I snap but immediately apologize. "I'm sorry Niall I shouldn't use you for my dirty work."

"It's okay Kasie," he assures me. "Try and get some rest, yeah? I'll see you soon."

"Yeah, bye Niall," I dissapointingly sigh before hanging up throwing my phone across the room.

This always happens, every fucking time when Zayn is away. Either he will ignore me or I'll ignore him. He is probably sleeping with some trashy groupie while I'm here stressing over him. Well not again, I'm not just going to let Zayn lie to me. He wants to play like this again then fine, I could play back just as hard. Tomorrow when Zayn comes home he is going to wish that he didn't ignore me.
Zayn's POV

"Did she believe you?" I ask Niall when he hangs up the phone.

"No she didn't," he says irritated. "Look mate, you're like a brother to me but I can't keep lying to her for you." he states.

"Niall is right," Ryan agreed with him. "Whatever you and Kasie are arguing about this time you need to fix it."

"We aren't even fighting," I groan.

"Then why are you ignoring her?" Niall asks confused.

"You guys won't understand," I say running a hand through my hair. I honestly don't even understand it. Kasie just gets on my nerves sometimes and I know I get on hers too. I love her to death it's just complicated with my career and her family.

"Okay well you need to talk to her about it then. You didn't hear how sad and disappointed she sounded on the phone mate, it's not fair for her." Niall says and I know he is right I just can't seem to make myself call her. She could wait one more day before seeing or hearing from me.

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This is my new fanfic! I won't be updating it for a while, but I'm really excited for this!

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Also, this is a dark fanfic. With abuse, swearing, alcohol, drugs.

Zayn is going to BE a dick in this. If you don't like it, don't read it.

If you don't feel comfortable reading about any of this, then don't. But if you do then don't complain about anything. Also, Perrie Edwards and Little Mix will be in the storyline. I do not know any of them and I doubt they act like they do I this book, in real life. Perrie is an amazing singer and is gorgeous. This is a fanfic and not real life. Don't get all offensive.
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