Back and Forth

Chapter Ten

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"What's wrong? Why are you crying?" he asks and I laugh at how pathetic I am. "Why are you laughing?"

   "It's nothing Zayn," I sniff and rest my head against the door.

   "Look, I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye before I left," he apologizes. I know he is isn't actually sorry, he couldn't care less about it.

   "It doesn't even matter," I walk to my bed and sit down. He sighs and doesn't say anything for a while.

   "So what are you doing?" he breaks the silence.

   "You don't really want to know, you just don't want me to be mad anymore," I say flatly.

   "What the hell is wrong with you Kasie!?" he yells, angry.

   "Mate calm down and be more quitet, Brook is sleeping." I he.ar Niall in the background.

   "Sorry mate," Zayn mumbles. "Seriously Kasie?" he says more quiet.

   "Nothing is wrong," I shrug even though he can't see me.

   "I'm not playing around Kasie, tell me," he commands

   "Look Zayn, I'm tired I'm going to go to bed," I tell him.

   "Don't you fucking dare-" I hang up, interrupting his threat.

   Immediately it rings again and I sigh. I hit the ignore button and shut my phone off. I'm going to check on Mikey and then go to sleep. Today has been long and I'm exhausted. When I reach Mikey's room he already in bed watching some cartoon.

   "Hey," I smile at him.

   "Hey," he replies, his voice laced with sleep.

   "How about you go to bed, it's late," I tell him. It's actually only seven. After I met his mom, I took Stella and him out to eat and then just walked around a while. Stella didn't like it, but oh well.

   "Can I keep the tv on?" he asks and I nod. I shut the lights off and leave the door open. I walk down stairs to shut off the lights down there also. I leave on the light above the stove just in case Stella comes down for water or a snack.

   After I made sure everything was locked and off before I head up to my bathroom. I wash my face and brush my teeth before just staring at myself. My bruise is healing and should be gone in just a couple more days. My back, though,  has a giant bruise on it and it doesn't seem to be going away yet. It's not like I could complain though, it was my fault. I shouldn't have embarrassed Zayn.

  I should have not yelled him in front of people. I should have said no when Safaa asked to dance and everything would be fine. I wouldn't have ugly bruises on my body and I would have seen Zayn before he left for the U.S. I wouldn't be here second guessing my relationship with him. Well actually I probably would, but that's not the point.

   I go back to my room and change into pajamas. Maybe tomorrow I'll take Mikey and Stella to the mall and around London. I just want to help them not rub all this in their faces.

Zayn's POP (N/A: Yay?? Or Nae??)

   I call Kasie for the tenth time but it keeps going straight to the voicemail. She fucking shut her phone off. I cuss in anger that she is now ignoring me. I wonder if this is how she feels when I ignore her.

   "What's wrong lad?" Luke asked while I glare at my phone. He has a few acting things here in the States so I decided to ask if he wanted to spend a few days in tour with me.