5SOS texts

Hold Onto Me pt.2 (Cashton)

The awaited conversation between Calum and Ashton.

(awaited for them... unless you were waiting for this, then  b yeah, you too :D )

non-collab

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"Hey Calum" 

"Ashie! Hi ! "

"How are you"

"I'm fine, the thing is how are YOU" ; "I missed you so much you wouldn't even believe it!"

"You missed me?"

"Of course I did! Why wouldn't I?" ; "You're the most amazing boyfriend ever, so can you let me in and we can talk about this"

"Oh! OF course, yeah"

"Ashie, tell me. What do you hate about yourself, one by one?"

"I hate my hair. It's so floppy and shaggy and it makes me look like a stupid caveman."

"Then why not just cut it, or fringe it?"

"It never turns out the way I want it to, it just goes so wrong"

"I like your hair, it's cute. It's shaggy yes, but it gives out a i-dont-care-what-you-think vibe in my opinion and that's what makes your hair special. You can do whatever you want with it as long as you're comfortable with having it like that. Don't bother with the stupid haters with worse hair"

*ashton giggles* "You're cute Callie"

"What else?"

"I hate my arms. They're too muscley and like while some muscles in good, but too much is just so urgh, and it makes me looks so out of proportion and odd-looking" 

"I like them. Everytime those arms of yours hug me, I feel so safe and warm, because I know they are the ones you'll utilize to protect me from any physical harm if you could. Plus, when I see them bulging and just in use when you're drumming it turns me on so badly I have to imagine odd things to keep myself from getting visibly hard"

"I watch your butt at every concert"

"Hope you like the view" ; "What else"

"I hate my stomach, it's too hard and like it must suck for you to lie on a rock."

"I don't mind because let's be honest, you're the little spoon here. The only time you're dominant is in bed and I don't lie on your stomach while you pound into me now do you? Plus, when we're making love and they're sweating I don't think you understand how much it turns me on like they're just there and so inviting and like, Ashton please, it turns me on so fcking bad okay"

*ashton blushes* "Does every part of me turn you on or something"

"Of course!" "What else?"

"My scars, they're faded but I can still see them and sometimes I even see them so red and angry and just bleeding and it scares me. "

"Scars are physically not meant to look beautiful, but in my eyes, those scars are beautiful because it has a deeper meaning than a scar, it shows the times when you think that you're gonna give up and throw in the towel but you never did because you're still here and alive and they're faded and it makes you look so strong in my eyes because despite the struggles, you helped yourself and look at them now. Past memories"

"You're such a cheeseball Calum"

"You like cheese"

"Now that I do"

"Is there anything else?"

"I hate my voice, my singing voice. It sounds so rough, not like raspy but good like yours, or melodious like Luke's or even deep and soothing like Michael's"

"Yes, your voice may not be the best, but that doesn't mean it isn't good. Because to me, I love it when you sing me to sleep, or sing to me when I'm upset, or just anytime in fact. When you sing, I'm reminded of how talented my boyfriend is. To me, your voice soothes me to sleep because it's unique and special"

"Why do I deserve you"

"You deserve the world my lovely Ashton, if anything, you deserve more than me. But I'm going to be the most selfish person in the entire world and keep you to myself. No one else is going to share you or have you because you're mine and only mine" 

"Don't worry Calum, I'm only yours and no one else's" ; "How let's watch some movies shall we?"

"I'd love that. And I love you" 

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 :-) I'm finally done, kinda short but it's whatever. (Ashton's amazing so no, all these aren't true except for what Calum says yay!)

I hope you like this. Vote, comment, request and collab/kik me?

☆ Dedicated to: no one oops ☆