𝐕𝐎𝐈𝐂𝐄𝐒 [𝟐]

Chapter 10

''No.''

''Yes.''

''No!''

''Yes!! You're coming with us!''

''I don't take orders from you!'' Nannauck yells at you.

''You take your orders from me.'' Kylo speaks up. ''And you're coming with us.''

''Kylo.. please. You saw what happened the last time. I almost died because of her recklessness.''

You scoff. ''The way you change your opinion when the one you had before isn't in your advantage anymore is really starting to annoy me.'' 

''Shut up.'' She hisses at you before turning towards Kylo. ''Are you really this stupid? Think about this for a second. What will you do when you get her back? Lock her up again? Snoke will find out, the safest place for her to be is with the resistance. You know it, I know it and she knows it.'' She points at you. 

''You take your orders from me, Admiral.'' He growls through his mask. ''And you will do as I command you. I command you to come with us.''

Nannauck looks at you, then at Kylo, back at you and sighs in defeat. ''Great! Okay!''

Kylo presses a forced smile at his lips. ''Good. We leave in ten minutes.'' He walks past you both, out of the room, leaving Nannauck with her mouth open.

''Have I ever told you how much I hate you?'' She says mockingly.

You smile in response. ''Every time you ate me out, I think.''

 She snickers. ''You got me there love.''

''Thank you for doing this. It means a lot to him, you know.''

Nannauck scoffs. ''I didn't realize I had a choice.'' She turns around. ''Since we're leaving in ten, I would start getting your stuff together.'' She tells over her shoulder before walking away, disappearing from your sight.

You look down and think about what was going to happen now. Knowing Kylo, this wasn't gonna end well for anyone. They'll meet, talk for a bit, take Lana and leave. That's the plan, but it certainly won't go as smooth as that. Kylo will probably end up killing one or two rebels, taking Lana in a rush and getting caught by Snoke in their haste. Not that that's anything compared to everything that has happened over the years. Lana will die, Kylo will get some trouble and you'll have to do some stupid missions. It'll be fine.... right? An enormous waterfall of guilt suddenly falls over you. Lana will die. So what? You've never met the girl, you don't care about her. She's just a girl and she will die. You have to prevent that. You will prevent that. How are you supposed to do that? Kylo never listens to you. You'll find a way. The force will be with you.... The familiar voice echoes through your head. You have the find a way to save the girl, even if you have to betray Kylo. Its the right thing to do. 

But you're not a good person.

You shake your head at the thought. You can feel the conflict zoning through your body, starting as a tingling at the top of your toes, making its way up through your blood as you walk through your room in panic. Yes or no? Good or bad? Light or... dark. Normally you never had to make choices like these. It all came natural to you. You need to do the good thing, other people matter more than you. Set your priorities, as Emma had said when she was younger.

Hold up a second-

Where are all those thoughts coming from. You keep shaking your head and your breathing keeps getting heavier. The agonizing pain in your skull comes back and keeps increasing, like the familiar pin has found her way back into your head.