zayn inhales the blunt he's holding before handing it to louis and exhaling. he was honestly feeling like shit.
it's been two weeks since harrie and zayn have property hanged and he knew it was his own fault. zayn should have never ditched her just to fuck kylie.
he regretted it the second he went over there but of course his dick had a mind of its own.
he knew he should have texted louis but he was being dumb.
"all you have to do is let her know how you feel man."
"you're still on that lou? i don't have feeling for harrie. she's just my best friend."
louis rolled his eyes.
"dude, you love her. why can't you admit that."
"because i don't love her. not in that way at least. she's been my best friend since forever."
"i don't get why is it so hard for you to just admit it."
"because lou. this isn't just what you think okay. she's my best friend. if i admit that i have any kind of feeling for her besides platonic, this could ruin us forever. if she doesn't feel the same way, i could lose her. i just got her back. i can't lose her lou."
louis smirks.
"what?"
"i need to show you something. maybe this will change your opinion."
zayn frowns before following louis into his house.
"what are you digging up?" zayn asked as louis goes to his closet and pulls out a container.
"this is a song harrie wrote when she was in the psych-ward. read it for yourself to determine if you still feel the same way."
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zayn reads over it before he looks back up at louis.
"she told me she wrote it for someone she loved but didn't want him to ever know. now this is obvious before i got my tattoos and i only know one of us at the time that was obsessed with white t-shirts."
"then why did she give this to you?"
"because i needed a poem for a project and this was perfect. got a good ass grade too." louis smirks.
zayn smiles before he grabs his car keys.
"where are you going?"
"to apologize to harrie." zayn states before running off.
louis was gonna tell him tonight was not a good idea.
she was hanging with her friends but he was already out the door.
