mommy🤱🏽
baby, are you okay?
harrie
yes mommy. why?
mommy🤱🏽
zayn called me and told me you were a bit down. what's going on?
harrie
im just a bit in a funk is all. the universe just hates me right now.
mommy🤱🏽
oh princess, why do you think that?
harrie
im just really lost right now mommy. i don't really know if ill ever get better. it's been three months. shouldn't i be free from this loss?
mommy🤱🏽
baby, you lost a child. i know this isn't what you want to hear but you'll never truly get over it. you can accept it and still love your son unconditionally but you'll never get over him. he was something you and zayn created. it's a terrible tragedy.
harrie
but im only fifteen mommy. shouldn't i feel a little relieved that im not gonna be a mom in a few months?
mommy🤱🏽
doesn't matter your age baby. amir was still apart of you. you were his mama and he was your baby boy.
harrie
im sorry for talking about this all the time mommy. i know you're probably tired of hearing me blabber about my baby when you're about to have one of your own.
mommy🤱🏽
nonsense baby. your happiness is important to me okay. if you need to talk about anything you know you can come to mommy.
harrie
thank you mommy. how is mandy by the way? i know she's due any minute now.
mommy🤱🏽
she's good darling. should be having our princess around any day now.
harrie
i can't wait to meet my baby sister.
mommy🤱🏽
can't wait until she's here too.
harrie
i should go. zayn wants to take me to the carnival to get my mind off of things. i love you mommy. thanks for talking to me!
mommy🤱🏽
of course baby! and i love you too ❤️
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