Who Are You?

Could It Be?

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~Onyx

Ash's POV:

i hoped she was joking...she HAD to be joking...ppllleeaasssee let her be joking

then she nodded

"shiitttt Zara! does anyone else know about this?" i asked her trying to keep myself in control but it seemed next to impossible...

"no, no one else knows, not even CC" she answered

"Zara...i don't know how react to this...what i really want to do is punch a hole in the wall but that wont solve anything...." i pleaded to her...i needed her to tell me how to act...

"react however you want Ash...nothing you will do will change what happened" she said with a shrug

"how are you so calm about this? a girl only gets to lose her virginity once...and yours was stolen from you" i said appalled

"Ash i've known this for about a month, I've had time to accept it but you're just finding out now..." she explained

"but you went through this alone..." i replied to her

"no i didn't, i had and i still have all of you guys with me. if i didn't have you guys i probably wouldn't even be here right now" she admitted

"Zara? have you cut at all since it happened?" i asked her worried that she would say yes

but she didn't say anything...she simply shook her head no

i enveloped her in my arms and picked her up bridal style and carried over to my sofa. i sat down so she was on my lap sideways. i kissed her fully on her lips and she responded just the way i expected her to. i had already trained her body and emotions to accept me.

she kissed me back and ran her fingers through my hair. i ran my tongue over her lips asking for entrance which she immediately  granted me.

i explored every corner of her delicious mouth, her taste was addicting that i just couldn't get enough of it. she fought me for dominance but i quickly won by gently slapping her on her bottom. gentle enough i didnt hurt her but hard enough she knew i was serious

she gasped which only opened her mouth open more and i took full advantage of it. she let me this time and grazed her tongue over my own in the process.

her hips kept moving against mine but she wasn't accomplishing much with the way she was sitting....did she enjoy me spanking her? that would seriously be a surprise to me with what shes gone through but my kitten has never failed to amaze me before...

as i continued to kiss her i thought back to this morning when i had pushed her against the walls....she had wriggled her hips then as well....my little Zara liked me aggressive..i wouldn't go as far to say she liked everything sub like but...just thinking about my little Kitten liking bdsm shot my dick straight into the air.

im sure she felt it, i had been in my jeans the chance might have been small but in my basketball short...she had to feel it. no questioning it

i pushed the thought from my mind and i continued to ravage her mouth fully. finally i pulled back form the kiss and looked at her sweet face. her deep blue eyes and deep black hair....she was beautiful...

her eyes were half closed and her lips were still parted...i had to ask. i had to know

"Zara?" i asked dragging her from her haze

"yeah?" she asked opening her eyes all the way to look into my own

"umm...do you like to be dominated?" i asked hesistantly

if i was wrong about this i would look like an idiot...but if i was right...

"what makes you think that?" she asked as she averted her eyes from mine

oh yeah i was right. i had to be!

"well whenever i push you against a wall you always wriggle your hips...and when i get mad you give me what i want...and just now when i spanked you you gave in.." i explained

a blush came across her cheeks and she jumped up and ran upstaiers. i heard a door slam behind her.

i might just have made things worse for us...but if she was....oh the doors it could open for us...wait! stop right there Ashley Purdy...you have no clue what she feels for you at all

but if she liked me being aggressive...ahh hell we would be amazing together, we'd be good together anyway but we would be amazing...because i always got rough anyway when it came to girls and some of them had left me for it.

at the time it hadnt bothered me but this was Zara, i didnt want to lose her...what should i do?