Who Are You?

My Savior...

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~Onyx

ASH'S POV:

i was walking down the streets of LA. my hometown. i had lived here my whole life and right now it felt so strange to me. i knew where i was...but i didn't know WHO i was. am i still the man whore Ashley Purdy who fucks anything with big boobs? i don't know anymore...

i was walking past an alley when i heard a whimper and then a grunt. confused i walked quietly into the mouth of the alley and saw some guy on top of girl!

i ran over and ripped him off her and shoved him against the wall. he grunted, wailed and begged me to let him go, but his cries fell on deaf ears. i punched him hard in the gut so many times he fell unconscious when i was done.

i released my hold on him and he crumpled onto the cement. i looked around the alley but saw no one. there was however a trail of blood that led further into the alley.

 i followed the trail of blood further into the alley and it led behind a dumpster where i heard wimpering.

i rounded the corner and saw a girl huddled there with her face buried in her hair curled up in a ball. she was naked but her being in a ball as tight as she was covered all the important parts of her body.

i unbottoned my shirt and tried to drape it over her but as soon as the material touched her skin she cried and scouched further behind the dumpster trying to get away from me.

"shhh shhh shh its alright. im not gunna hurt you i promise. i just wanna cover you up is all.." i said softly to try to calm her down

"A-A-Ashley?" the girl asked as she lifted her head so her hair fell away from her face.

"OMG OMG OMG! Zara?! are you alright?! what am i saying of course your not alright!" i said as i wrapped her up in my shirt trying to cover her up.

as soon as she was covered up i pulled her close to my chest as she sobbed. she curled in a ball to my chest and i wrapped my arms around her and held her as close as i could. she was ice cold and i tried to warm her up as best i could.

"A-Ash?" she asked after a few minutes of sobbing

"yes little Zara?" i replied using our nickname for her

"thank you for....you know...i thought you left but you came back when i needed you....so thank you" she said as she curled up closer to me and twirled my hair between her fingers

"oh Zara...I'm so sorry i didn't get here sooner....i shouldn't have left you to begin with...." i apologized sadly

"why did you leave me?" she whispered

"i was upset Zara...but i never thought you'd actually try to follow me...." i tried to explain "once you said what you did i thought you wanted to be Andy and not me and it just made me so upset and i didn't want to end up yelling at you so i left"

"Ash...i don't want Andy as anything more than a friend and the occasional space heater. i want you..." she whispered as she curled into me more.

i wrapped my arms more tightly around her to try to stop her shivering and said "your mine little Zara" as i tilted her head up and kissed her long and deep. her lips tasted like cigarettes which was weird because Zara didn't smoke...she had been fighting for all of us to quit...

"ohh shit!!" i exclaimed as i lifted me head from hers

"what?" she asked

"here i am trying to put the moves on you after you've just been raped!!! how are you not going insane right now? shouldn't you be in like shock or something?" i cried out

"well...i guess its cause its all my fault this time..." she trailed off

"what the hell are you talking about!? its not your fault! its NEVER your fault Zara!" i said angrily

"yes it is Ash...if i hadn't have tried to walk home by myself after the concert he wouldn't have raped me, if i hadn't have tried to follow you from the club he wouldn't have found me and raped me again. didn't you see? its all my fault..." she said

"whooaaaaa what do you mean AGAIN?" i asked confused

"Andy and CC didn't tell you guys? i thought you knew...." she said as confused as i was

"what are you talking about Andy and CC...?" i asked getting worried now

"do you remember the night we first met? when you guys found me passed out on the road?" she asked

"of course...we almost hit you with our bus, you said you were mugged though" i said trying to figure this out

"no Ash...i never said i was mugged. you guys just assumed, later on that night CC took me in the bunk room and asked me if i was rapped because i was always flinching and curled up in ball remember?" she shakily explained

i only nodded in response...i was scared of what i was going to hear next...

"CC has a little sister and she was raped when she was young so CC saw the similarities between us. we told Andy later when he suggested we share a bed and i flipped out on him. that guy over there?" she said as she pointed in the direction of the thug on the ground still unconscious

i nodded silent...

"that night on the way home from the concert? he pulled me into an alley a lot like this one and he held a knife to my throat and said if i was good he wouldn't kill or hurt me. and he raped me over and over again..." she finished

"b-b-but when we found you you were covered in cuts and bruises..." i said confused

"i did everything he asked even though i scared to death but he still cut me. he said it wasn't fun if he didn't" she said as she gestured to her body now and i saw there were more cuts overlaying the old ones that were starting to fade away

"so you telling me that this guy has raped you twice!!??" i said ticked off

she only nodded and started to cry again. i shhdd her and rubbed my hands up and down her back trying to douse me anger, i couldn't take care of Zara if i was angry

"he wont hurt you again....Zara look at me!" i commanded her

she looked up at  me with her tear stroked face and puffy eyes

"hes not going to get anywhere near you again, i promise you alright?" i swore

she nodded and hid her face again as she started to shiver even more. i wrapped my shirt around her tighter and said "i need to call the police alright? this ends here and now with that jerk"

with that said i pulled my cell out of my pocket and called the police. they said they would be there within 5 minutes. i also told them to bring an ambulance to make sure Zara was alright.

i hung up the phone and curled up with Zara to keep her warm until we heard the sirens heading our way.

there you go guys! i hope you all enjoyed it :D the next chapter will be up soon but let me know what you thought alright? <3 ya!

~Onyx