A Midst of Sadness

To You:

Baby,
you're my world. Did you know that when I hear you name, my heart skips a beat. Then once my heart catches up to the sweet and tender words that slip out of your mouth...I begin to turn breathless. I can't speak. I can't talk. I can't even stand not even three feet away from you. Your body is like a poisonous gas, I breath it in and I can't deny it. When you touch me, my body gets so weak that I feel like I could just collapse any minute. Your love, you've given it to me. I hold you heart and I don't ever want to need to give it back. No matter how hurtful things may seem, I'm willing to work completely through it all with you, everyday. 

I'm beginning to feel like we once did before. I never thought I'd ever feel like this once again. But these past three days, they've been so breathtaking. You're my one and only. You're the air I breath, and just being a couple days a way from you, I felt like I was dying. I never want to feel that emptiness again and I never want you to feel like you need to doubt me again. I only want You and I need to know that you'll always be there. I need to reassure myself that no matter how bad things may get or seem, I'll always have you by my side. Your love is the only thing I need. 

With You, I'm a better me. You make me want to be a better person, and the 'old' me for that matter. I've always wanted you to meet "me". I've always wanted you to meet the old me and the original me that I loved so much. Will you like it? I think so. Because you've already began to see who I am now. Since the moment that I had you in my arms once again, I realized that without you...I'm nothing. I'm but a tiny dot upon the paper. I'm a small speck on a grain of sand. These things are impossible...and I am. With you. You're everything to me and the memories we've shared, I don't want to lose. But to start over and have those to look upon. In the future. 

I know we're only 'dating'. But that doesn't mean, I don't know that I want to be with you. Because I do. More than anything. Your love is like the wind to everything of mine. I can't see it, but I can feel it everyday. And you, my dear...are the only thing that I feel like waiting for. 

I love you.