A Midst of Sadness

Hurt Words Upon a Letter

It hurts me to realize
To realize that when you were with her
You would write all the time
You'd write about how you wanted her
How you wanted to be with her
You missed her
Even when she'd ask you too
Or even tell you too
You'd do it
You'd do it without a blink of the eye

You've been split for almost two years
Almost two years now
And you're with me
I'm the one you love now
She was once the love of your life
But I've stepped into that place

I love it when you write
I love when you write poems
I wish you'd write for me
I wish you'd understand that I am the one you love
I'm the one you're gonna marry
I'm the one that loves you NOW

I want you to write
I want you to write things for me
I love it when you can write poems
I love when you can write sweet nothings to me
But...
You won't do so
You won't do so because you hate writing
You hate your handwriting
But I love it

You hate how everything you write 
Turns to depressive writings
I love it because they're not as bad as You think
I love when you can make an effort
The effect is what means so much
Means so much in my heart

I don't understand you
I don't understand how if you'd write poems
Write poems about her
Or to her
Why can't you for me
I ask you and I'm shot down
I want to cherish and keep the moments
The precious moments that you can write down for me

Are you over her completely
Are you over her completely where you could possibly do something
Something that I love so dearly
It creates an erosion in my heart
It makes my heart ache when you don't do something I ask
I ask you of one thing to do 
But you won't think of it as a lovely thing

I want your beautiful thoughts written 
Upon paper
It hurts me to know you'd write 
You'd write for her and to her
But you won't do it for me now
You won't even encourage the though
There is no appreciation in what I ask

I love you dearly 
I just wish you'd understand me 
Understand me more clearly
I love you so
Your love is what I love the most
I am just beginning
Beginning to really Miss You