A Midst of Sadness

Don't Dwell

Someone asked me, "If you could change your past...what would it be?" I looked down at the floor and just felt a tear roll off of my cheek onto the floor. I didn't know what to say or what to do next. I'm ashamed of my past and how I handled it.

There were a lot of things that I could have said, but I plainly looked back up and just looked a the person and said, "If I could change my past? I wouldn't change a thing...no matter how painful my past is and how it's made me today...that's the point though, I am who I am today because of my past and the mistakes I made. Do I wish I could go back and maybe change a few things, yes. But it doesn't change who I am because I completely and perfectly fine with who I have became.

I can't go back now on anything and I wouldn't, I regret almost half of my past, but it's made me the strong person that I am now and It's something that I sometimes wish, but now I'm where I am today because of my past.