A Midst of Sadness

No Love is Found Alone

I wish she weren't your first love
I wish we didn't fight like an old married couple
I just wish we could go day by day without a quarrel
Every time we fight, her name is brought up
I don't know what to do
I truly don't. 

When your lips touch mine
I can't help but tremble with fear
I don't want to clench my teeth every time
Every time I hear her name

I can feel how it can still bother you day by day
The never ending love for her
How when I look into your eyes
It's like you're seeing through me

You like it when women can take control
You like it when they've got an evil look to them
Yet so innocent looking as well
You love it when a woman can kick your ass
Yet I can't do a single one of these things
I'm not one of her
I'm not anything like her

Why did we wind up together
If all I can feel is pain because I'm afraid
I'm afraid that it isn't me you're wanting to be in love with
It isn't me that should be baring your love
Your love has once been worn by another
I can't retrieve that love 
If it's already stolen