A Midst of Sadness

I Feel Alive When I'm With You

I feel alive when I'm with you
Everytime there's something new
I never knew 
I'd love someone like you 
As much as I do

I don't know what I'd do 
If I were to lose you
But yet everyday seems to be a test
A test for us to pass and we're failing
Uncontrollably

I wish it were easier for me to say that I'm afraid
There I said it
What if we're not meant to be 
Not meant to be together
What if you belong with another
My love cannot keep you strong

I truly wish my love for you were
Easier to explain
You keep me being tortured 
Day by Day
Your love 
Your grasp
Your everlasting kiss

It's my drug 
But am I your drug? 
I'm afraid
My love isn't the drug you're needing
To survive