A Midst of Sadness

To Leave and Be Forgotten

Sometimes I wonder
What it'd be like
If we were to break up
Sometimes I wonder
What would happen if 
I were to just end us

I don't want to lose you
In the sense of 
Forever
But I do want to lose you
To see how long you'd
Fight for me
No
Fight for us

I don't want to wake up
Knowing you're no longer
There
I don't want to wake up
To think you'll never be there

I can't stand the fact 
Of us being apart
But I do wish 
You'd show me that
Our love is still real

I wish we were over
Not forever
But to show
I wish we could stop for a 
Minute
Just to see how far
We'd go

Our love 
Seems to be fading
But you don't see
As I do

Our love is like a 
Dead rose
There is no life 
No longer in it
There is no hope within
The petals

Where is our love?
Why doesn't it feel real?