A Midst of Sadness

You

Do you see my smile?
Yes, it's fake
Do you see my ever sparkling eyes?
Yes, they're fake

My crystal blue eyes
Sparkle with the intentions of happiness 
Only to be portrayed by a 
Shattered yet tattered place

I once believed 
I was going to forever
Be the one
But I was lost
In a trance of a fantasy

I once believed that I could
Overcome these forever 
Everlasting changes 
Of hurt
All I wanted
All I needed
Was to please You

Once holding the dominate 
Chamber
And now becoming 
More of a torture
Chamber
I'm worried

I will never compare
To the pain
I feel 
All I ever wanted
Was to please You
And only You