Everthorne

Chapter 2

Those thoughts came rushing back to me as I tried to work. I can't stop thinking about that day, the day I lost the girl I loved. Of course she survived, 2 hunger games and a war, living happily with the boy she always loved, the boy with the bread. I tried to work, but the thoughts of Katniss just came back. I missed her so much, even if it meant in the friend way. She is living with Peeta, happier than ever, she's probably had kids by now too. I know she doesn't want kids, but everything can change, just like it did now.

I'm not exactly jealous of Peeta, but just anxious. It never felt right when Peeta was around Katniss, let alone kiss her. But obviously, everybody loved how Peeta was with Katniss, because mostly everybody thought I was her cousin. I do look a lot like Katniss, same dark brown hair, olive skin and grey Seam eyes, people that didn't know us would think we're related, when we aren't.

I know Katniss is with Peeta, and that nothing can change that, but I still want to be around her, see her grey eyes, hear her laugh and be her friend, but that's not going to happen. Because there is a high chance I killed her sister, Primrose, the only person she was sure she loved.