Chapter 3

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Okay, I will summerize my life: I fangirl, play basketball, meet with friends, eat, sleep and watch useless soaps on tv.

But one day I relized I didn't want to do that anymore. I wanted to change my life, take a new start. That was my new lifegoal for 2012 and I also said I would never give up on one direction. I wanted to do something special, unforgettable. Something people would remember for the rest of their lifes. However I'm not that creative, so I consulted Google.

1. I discovered some fun dares, I did them together with Grace, Lisa and Jennifer and filmed it. But they sucked even harder than the ones we did before, so that wasn't going to work.

2. I was walking through the school corridors and saw a poster from the drama club, the members of the drama club were casting for the school musical. I signed up and did auditions. I got a role, but not the leading role. So that was also not going to work. You probably think Why? You can't be the best in everything from the start. Well, I will tell you why, because I was a fucking tree. Actually that was one of the rare moments I feel embarassed. Not only because I had to wear a tree costume over which I fell during the musical, also because the drama teacher told in front of the whole school that I delivered him hearing damage and that I should never sing again. I know I can't sing very good, but I thought it wasn't that bad. (actually it wasn't the whole school, but there were at least sixty other students)

3. The next thing I did was creating a beauty blog. I had to admit I didn't knew anything about make up and the last fashion trends. So I ordered a few books and participated in workshops to learn how to do make up. Afterwards I went shopping with my friends and bought everything you need and I also purchased a whole new wardrobe. I made weekly videos and I had at about 150 viewers. That was it. When I look back I don't regret anything, because this was the most succeed thing I've done.

4. I stalked celebs and went to a lot of concerts and meet&greets. Most of the time they thought I was annoying, because I literally followed them everywhere. I waited by their hotel and when they came out to do something I walked/drove behind them to see what they were up to. This wasn't a good idea, because it often happened that they thought I was a creepy rapist or something and then they called the police. I had to run for my life to not get caught by them. Another reason was that I always had to wait in the cold rain - it never stops raining in Belgium - or that I spent too much money on the concert tickets.

5. I also tried to write a book. Yes, I'm serious, a fucking book. It's somewhere on Wattpad. I created two parts, maybe three (if an author's note counts). I had like twenty views - including ten of my friends - and four votes (also from my friends).

My life has never been very interesting, but I think I tried a lot and that's also worth it. There aren't much people who can say they did all of these, let alone one out of the five. I have to admit that now that I look back to it I had a lot of fun. I think that's one of the most importent things in life: you just need to have fun!

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