The Truth Untold

The Eldest Hyung

~ even though i pit a warning a few chapters ago, i'll warn you for xrated content, sort of ~

"Jinnie" you breathe, at a loss for words. You look around his hotel room and see that Jungkook isn't here so he must have bribed him to get the room alone.

"I told you i wanted to help. I don't know much about menstrual cycles, but i was doing some reading and wanted to help you. You looked uncomfortable all day"

You look up at him in surprise.

"You did research on my period?"

His ears turn red, as it always does when he's shy or embarrassed.

"I wanted to help.." he trails off when you place a hand on his cheek and stand on your tippy toes to kiss him softly.

"Thank you, Jinnie, really. You don't know how many times people have made it sound like my period is some alien or a foreign concept"

He shrugs and bashfully smiles.

"My eomma dealt with it, as did all of ours. Now lay down, shirt off." He clears his throat  and blushes as he says it.

You look around the room, at the candles he has lit around the room. You turn back to him and smile.

"And you guys say Kookie is the most romantic" you smirk.

"I.. i.. i read that aroma therapy may help.. i wanted to.. help"

You slowly take off your shirt and bite your lip, feeling really shy in front of Jin, as he's seen you the least. His eyes never leave yours though, making you smile.

"Jinnie.. i want you to look.. it's okay" you whisper softly.

He swallows thickly and his eyes travel down your neck to your chest. He stares at your chest for a good few minutes before he motions to the bed. You slowly lay on the towel he has out and he grabs the massage oil.

You look up at him and take a deep breath as he squirts a little onto his hands before placing his hands so gently on your stomach.

He gently starts to knead and massage at your stomach, keeping his touch light and feathery.

You keep your eyes on his face, at the concentration he gives your stomach and abdomen. The sight is overall erotic but oddly not sexual.

"Does that feel okay?" He whispers when you don't say anything.  You smile, tears spilling out of your eyes despite yourself.

He stops and looks at you alarmed.

"Did i hurt you?"  You shake your head as more tears fall.

"Nobody has ever.. done something like this for me before.." you whisper.

~a/n: fun fact about author-nim. I can cry on command thanks to my cptsd, so that's how i get emotional moments to hit harder ~

"Massage you?" He slowly starts again, this time taking extra care near your lower abdomen.

"Well, yes.." you whisper, wiping away tears. "But love me.. each of you love me so differently but so completely.. whatever i did to deserve this, i will never know"

He smiles at you, his own eyes slightly teared up.

"Everyone has their own love language. You just so happen to need and respond to each of ours."

"Because each of you are equally amazing. I could never imagine one in my life without the others"

He massages your sides, careful not to tickle for a few minutes in silence.

"Jungkookie is better at this than i am.. should i.. should i get him?" He looks  anywhere but your exposed chest. You lean up on your elbows to look at him.

"I will always need all of you.. but in this moment i don't need anyone but you Jinnie" you whisper, your voice coming out huskier from crying.

He leans in and captures your lips to his. His lips are so soft and full that kissing Seokjin is always a treat in itself.

He deepens the kiss gradually, not rushing a single second of the kiss. You keep your eyes open during the kiss, staring into his big beautiful eyes as a tear spills down his cheek. You pull away but keep your lips close to his, reaching your hand up to wipe away his tear before caressing his cheek.

"I love you, y/n" he whispers so soft and sweet, his eyes showing nothing but pure love and adoration that you laugh wetly, pure happiness spilling from your eyes.

"I love you too, Kim Seokjin" you whisper against his lips.

"Someday, when you aren't dealing with this period.." he whispers vulnerably, his eyes searching yours. "I think.. i think i'm ready"

You smile and kiss him again, loving how kiss bitten his full lips look.

"Someday, if you still are ready, come find me and i'm yours"

Jin presses his lips to your again, closing his eyes and giving himself over to you, giving his heart to you to hold onto. You can feel it in his kiss, the way his lips press into yours vulnerably.

You return his passion, licking his lips for permission and he slowly opens them with a whine that tears at your heart and eats at your control.

~a/n: in case anyone was curious, i found a mashup that really spoke to me for this scene. Idk, it seemed to really set my mood lol it's not my usual music, but it came up on my shuffle if you wanna hear it:

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"Jinnie" you whine into his mouth and he moans into yours at hearing you say his name like that.

His hands roam your body, sliding his long slender fingers against the curve of your breast, then down your stomach still slick from the oil he rubbed into your skin.

You feel on fire, Jin's sudden passion stealing your breath and leaving you with wanting more. So much more.

You shake underneath him with your need, pulling away from his swollen lips to pant up at him.

"Oh my god, Jin.. where did that come from?" You laugh breathlessly, looking into his slightly blown out eyes.

"I.. i want you, y/n" he breathes out, dragging in heavy ragged breaths. You can feel his erection pressing into your thigh and oh how you want. "I wish we didn't have to stop"

"Me too, Jinnie.. god how i wish" your voice breaks with how insanely turned on you are. Who knew Jin had that much lassion in him?

If he got you worked up over a kiss..

"I want you to stay the night but i know i won't hold myself back. I don't want our first night to have any problems, like this period of yours" his breath fans your face as he speaks and then he gets off of you.

He blows out the candles and helps you back into your pajama shirt before walking you to the door.

Your head is still swimming with what just happened. You know you have to give space, because you two may not stop and not everyone is into sex on a period.

You kiss him quickly goodnight and walk back to your room where Taehyung is the only one in your room, but you hear the toilet so you know Jimin is just a little ways away.

You crawl into bed, still feeling sort of high and extremely turned on from your encounter with Jin. Tae looks up at you when you climb into bed.

"You okay, aein?" He whispers. You blink up at him and nod slowly.

"Did you get your errand with Jin hyung done?" He smirks and you slap his arm.

"We didn't.. aish..he's going to kill me, i swear"

"Who is going to kill you?" Jimin asks, coming out of the bathroom.

You shake your head and crawl under the covers with Tae, cuddling into him and trying like crazy to fall asleep.