The Truth Untold

The worst thing imaginable

~Back to you~

You lost count of how long you've been in the room. You don't know where you are, or who took you. You simply know that this room is smelly, run down and just dirty.

'Shin' comes in every meal time and tries to force you to eat and every time you refuse. You don't know if they did anything to it. At least if you die here, it'll be on your terms. Everytime you refuse to eat, he takes it out on you. Wether with his fist or other parts of his body.

You sigh as soon as he leaves this last time and try your best to wiggle your arms but they're like dead weight. You wish you could walk, your legs are killing you.

Sadly, Shin isn't gone for long, only you wish he was. He comes in looking angrier than usual.

"Your boyfriend's no show up. Maybe they don't care" he sneers, making you flinch.

No, you know they do. They can't rush out and look for you, it would be too dangerous.

"Not a talker huh? That's okay, i don't need you for talking anyways"

~warning for violence and sexual encounters/non consent~

Shin crawls towards you on the bed, making you cower as far as the ropes will let you.

"Don't shy away from me pretty girl"

Your head snaps up.

"Don't you ever fucking call me that again. That is not yours to use" your voice is cold and harsh.

He leans into you so close you can smell his awful breath.

"Did i strike a nerve?" He chuckles by your ear, making you shiver and not in the good way.

You make yourself as small as possible but that isn't enough to escape this man, he just scoots closer until he practically blankets your body.

"She said i can have whatever i wanted from you, so looks like you're all mine sweet thing" he licks your neck and you whimper in fear and disgust and just agony. You just want to be with your boys. It feels like forever since you saw them.

He reaches a hand out to cup your breast over your shirt and you just focus your mind on your boys, willing this to be over. This isn't the first time he came in to grope and touch you.

The door opens then and in walks someone even worse. Ji-Yoon walks in and pulls her phone out while Shin gropes you through your clothes.

You hear clicks of a camera and then a light shines. Is she filming this? Oh god.. if they see me like this, they won't ever see me the same again..

"Hello?" You hear through her phone. Oh no.. no no.. she didn't call him..

"You see what happens when i don't get what i want?" She purrs in the phone and then you hear a sharp inhale of air followed by a growl and a loud bang.

"Y/N!! What are you doing to her?"

The voice brings out broken sobs from deep in your heart. You miss him, miss all of them so much.

"Chim Chim" your hoarse voice calls out, fresh tears falling down your bruised cheeks.

"Oh god.. y/n.. let her go, please" you can hear Jimin crying. Your heart breaks for him.

"You know what i want, you belong to me, not her" you stare at Ji-Yoon then, and see nothing but a broken person reflecting in her eyes.

Shin rips the shirt off of you, exposing your bra while you scoot to the far corner of the bed to get away.

"Listen here Ji-Yoon. If you hurt so much as a hair more on her, i will find you and make you pay for every single bruise. You don't want to see me angry"

That voice..

"Yoongi.." you whimper out but it is cut off by shin punching you right in the face. You know what you have to do. Even if it costs you dearly. You speak quickly and hope they understand you.

"Chim, the place looks vaguely like where i found you. The room looks like more building than house, it's all cement and dirty. I can't hear any noises so it mustn't be populated. I love you all"

~a/n: is mustn't even an actual English word? I don't know the English version of the word i'm thinking of lol~

You say all of this on one breath, making you gasp for air afterwards. Ji-Yoon smashes the phone against the floor with a scream.

"You stupid bitch! You'll pay for that" she laughs a little maniacally, snapping her fingers and Shin starts to choke you while he climbs on top of you.

You gasp for air and let your mind drift away as Shin does the most unspeakable things to your body.

You focus on your boys, their smiles, their energy. A tear slips down your cheek as you realize after this, they may never see you the same again.

~a/n: i couldn't.. write the details of that so use your imagination..  it triggers my cptsd~

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When it's over, you feel dirty, used, broken and utterly defeated. You never really think something like this would happen to you until it does and even if you prepared, nothing really ever prepares you for the after. How you feel after. How do you move on from being victimized? From being raped and abused and kidnapped?

How are you ever going to face them again? How can they love you?

You lose track of wether it's hours later or days. It could be months later for all you know. Your mind reels, your body has given up on you.

Someone comes back in and you whimper, not ready for more abuse. You stay curled in a ball facing the wall, not even caring anymore.

"Y/N?" You hear an unfamiliar voice call out. You don't look, just whimper.

Did they have their friends come and add to the rape? The abuse? You think to yourself.

You feel a hand on your shoulder but it's a gentle touch. You whimper, the sound sounding broken even to you.

"I'm gonna get you out of this. I found you. It's gonna be okay now."

The voice is gentle enough that you cling to it in your head. It sounds vaguely familiar but you can't think straight.

You can feel the ropes being cut away and then your lifted and carried in very strong arms.

"What have they done to you? Your leg.. oh god.." he whispers while he carries you out of the building.

You risk a look up at your savior but it's nobody you recognize straight away. This man is about your height but doesn't look nearly as muscular as he clearly is.

"What is your name?" You struggle to hold onto conciousness.

"Baekhyun. I was.. well that doesn't matter now."

"Thank you" you manage to mumble before you faint, becoming dead weight to your savior.