-- Entry #7 - May 28th - Sunday --
Nightmares are something that I'm finding that I have a lot of making it hard to get enough sleep at night. But this one...this one was different from the others since it actually felt like I was there while the others always had this 'not real' feeling to them. This one felt real...it felt very real.
And I can recall it detail by detail.
It was in the Rolyra palace courtyard, rain was pouring down and I was sitting on debris with some type of staff, I could tell it was a magic staff. But the most damning thing wasn't all of that, it was the scene around me.
There were corpses of monsters everywhere and somehow I knew that I was the one who slain them all. My left leg had some type of bandage wrapped around it, matching with the leg injury I had when I showed up here. It was quiet, unsettling type of quiet. I could tell that a vicious battle went down, and clearly, I had won since I was the only thing that was alive that I could see at the time.
Then I heard footsteps coming towards me and for some reason, I didn't move. It was like what happened with Riley and the spell, I can't move outside of probably want I did at the time when the memory took place in real-time. I saw black boots stop in front of me and a voice that spoke: "They abandoned you, didn't they?"
And all I do remember when I looked up was seeing a figure, a man, in a gray tattered hooded cloak that had hidden the upper part of his face in shadows. But even though that kept me from identifying him...I knew he was bad news.
And then I woke up and started writing once I calmed down.
While that seems bad and good in some ways...what sticks out to me is what the figure said.
"They abandoned you..."
Why does that hurt? Did Prince Brice and the others leave me behind? And if they did, why?
It doesn't make any sense, I'm missing something here. Something big. Something bad happened between the first memory I recovered and this nightmare. Something that gave the prince and the others no choice but to leave me behind.
And if that is the case...I really would have died if I wasn't transported here.
I stopped writing as thoughts raced through my head. I stared at what I wrote so far and just felt confused, very confused.
They couldn't have abandoned me...I refuse to believe that. I refuse too.
Something happened, something had to have happened. I can tell that Prince Brice and I have a close friendship, I could sense that during the first memory I recovered. But if we are such good friends...why did he leave me behind?
I let out a shaky breath, setting down the quill. I need to clear my head, I'm getting worked up and it isn't helping my case.
I put my hands through my hair, closing my eyes as I try to relax. But after waiting for a few moments, I still couldn't relax. My eyes opened, feeling my eyes welled up with tears that threatened to fall.
Stop! Crying isn't gonna solve anything! It will just make things worse!
And yet I felt tears trickled down my cheeks and hit the desk. Why does this bother me so much? Why? I don't understand. Why does...Why does my heart hurt so much?
I closed my eyes and I grinded my teeth together, trying to force myself into a calm state but I couldn't. I set my elbows on the desk, gripping my hair.
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