Rivalry

alina

a week later....

i had been doing a good job in hiding the baby so far which was really a plus for for me and tilly has held my secret like no other she has been here every step of the way she takes me to the free clinic for my check up and all...

but me and royal havent really talked or been around each other i really want to tell him but i dont want to ruin his career everyone was talking about how royal was going straight to the big leads and leading our school to the championship for the 3rd time.... and dont get me started on dave... dave has been acting really weird lately like he is all happy and jolly and taking care of the baby no questions him and miracle have been actually talking and getting along which is great for everyone kiara was still a pain in my ass..

it was the weekend the fall breeze was starting to kick in so i decided to go to the park i had on my little jogging suit since i was barley showing so i get a pass in this jogging suit because i just tell people im bloated

"so i have tea that i think we needed to be alone for me to tell you," tilly said slowing down at one of the park benches

"what now im already a hormonal pregnant teenager with no support from her family because... hey look i dont have any thanksgiving is coming around the corner and miracle is still planning this stupid jamaica trip my baby father is just ughhhh lord how did i get here," i snapped hanging my head low

"well your life just got a little worse because not only does tray know that u and royal had a thing he also knows yall had sex because royal told him due to big mouth ass kiara," my head shot up jumping up from my seat

"so if tray know about everything that mean kiara knows too," i shouted i felt myself about to have a panic attack

" yeah im sorry alina i really am," tilly tried to comfort me i snatched away from her

"i have so many questions like really what does tray think of me...why didnt royal tell me he told tray ...and what is kiara going to do wit that info... now i cant even make it seem like im pregnant by a mystery guy because this bitch gone put two n two together what am i going to do," i panicked

"calm down girl,"

"no the holidays are coming around and miracle is inviting all of her friends old and new she even inviting my father and with kiara sitting on info like me and royal having sex together will rock the family im telling you that bitch has it out for me idk if i need to give her a good ass whooping or what honestly im tired of this,"

"dont stress yourself out your going to hurt the baby n yourself," tilly reassured me

"my life is stress im just living in one big ball of stress from home to school everyone at home are acting as fake as ever i just cant take this anymore," i cried like at this moment i really needed and wanted my mother i just kept crying and crying i was sad all the time alone all the time and as grateful as i am for miracle and dave taking me in i just think they should have let me go because all of these situations are killing me slowly i have kiara who is just looking for a reason for me to go to jail..n royal who i have feelings for but i think it was best we separated.... i have tray who is perfect and i fucked everything between me and him up and mostly between him and royal.... i have dave who is a ticking time boom from divorce, and miracle who is carrying the weight of this one big ass dysfunctional family on her back and miracle is trying to make everything work but she knows just like i know this isnt going to work and she going to end up hurt.

"i just think you need to relax,"

"how tilly tell me how," i looked at her tears in my eye

"your being a baby about this whole thing i think you need to do the grown up thing and tell royal and your family what is going on,"

"how am i not doing the grown up thing ive been handling this but pretty fine by myself,"

"and you shouldnt have too man your family is dysfunctional but do you know if they knew what u was going through they would most def help you," tilly reassured me

"naw... i just have to go face reality im a teen mom a single teen mom," i face palmed my self how did i manage to screw my life up so damn bad. me and tilly just sat there talking before tray approached us tilly look at me eyes wide

"wussup yall," tray greeted looking down at me

"well ill leave you two here to talk ill just he over there jogging after that man with the nice ass butt," tilly smiled running off tray came and sat beside me i didnt know what to say to him so i just fiddled with my fingers

"sooooo your have nothing to say to me," he asked

"nothing other than im sorry for leading you on like i did,"

"yeah this one hurt now i have to find a new crush that my brother hasnt slept with," he chuckled

"im really sorry i should have told you ive been going through alot like my life is falling apart,"

"yeah when royal told me that he had sex with you mines life fell apart,"

"really??"

"yeah i mean i thought we was getting somewhere then boom out of nowhere i get this news,"

"so u stalked me down to tell me this,"

"well tilly actually told me to meet yall here i was actually gone tell you this at school monday,"

"man i have something i really want to tell you but i cant find the words," i mumbled

"what is it i can handle it,"

" i need your help and ik if i tell tilly this she will think im crazy but i want to run away but i have no place to go," i whispered

"you want to run away...like are you serious,"

"yes you cant tell anyone but i really need you help," i told him he looked so torn

"man what is royal going to say tilly..."

"idk ill cross that bridge when i get there will you help me or not,"

"man ik if i dont you're going to do it alone and i dont want that so of course ill help you," he smirked i knew this was a bad idea but what choice did i have i sat the whole thing up

later that nigh....

i had got back to my house packed a fee bags before sneaking out running down the road to tray car he sat patiently waiting on me to come out

"are sure you want to do this,"

"to the bus station," i told him he nodded speeding off i had enough cash plus i never spent a dime of my mother insurance money do i was good for a long while on my own atleast i think i will be when im finally stress free we pulled up to the bus station

"so are you going to come back," tray asked

"i dont know but i do need to leave it whats best," i shrugged

"i really dont think you should go look at all the people you will be leaving,"

"they will get by fine without me im bot doing this just for me anymore you know this was my best decision," i told him

"yeah but im confused as to why ask for my help with this royal is going to be pissed that i helped you... and tilly dont get me started,"

"all you did was take me to the bus station that is all now bye," i smiled hugging him getting out the car i couldnt believe i was actually doing this

and i opp....

yall think alina did the right thing or she being a coward???

how yall feel about tray helping her???

how hurt yall think tilly gone be when she find out???

yall ready for the next update???