LOST// NBA YOUNGBOY

vol.7

Going back home my phone is blowing up not from social media but from my group chat with the girls.

I had to stop on the side of the rode (Safety first kids) and write a note to myself telling me to go home in case I switch and Don't remember much which is not very often because its usually just us at the front of my mind (us as in Voyage and Travel) we speak to each other frequently so we know where i am because im the host but they sometimes co- host with me.

When I switch I usually just be very still for a while and blink very fast.

Anyways...

I opened my phone to 45 missed calls mostly Raine and Seven but the boys were calling too.

I put my phone on DND and drove home.

Walking through the house was like being stalked down by tmz.

Everyone in the house is so annoying at times. 🙄

They was being so extra like they didn't know that me and Kentrell was together...

"Kentrell DeSean Gaulden!!" I yelled going to his bedroom with the gang following behind me.

They were still yelling and asking questions like some damn news reporters... atp im thinking they being funny because that's how tmz be whenever Kentrell announced he has another girlfriend or some shit.

"Ayeee first of all y'all need to shut the fuck up slime..." Kentrell said to the gang and once they got quiet he turned his head at me.

"Second wtf you screaming my government name out for tf girl you know them people try to find anything to lock me up fa" he said looking around being extra

"I didn't know that we were-" I cut myself off because the gang was just being nosey atp.

"Y'all are excused tf.." Me and Kentrell said at the same time.

Then we looked back at each other and rolled ours eyes.

"Stop copying me slime" we both said again. mugging each other because we realized we did it again.

"Wtf y'all still here fa" we both said again Looking at the gang.

"Well excuse us damn!!" Kd said as he put his camera down and left out.

I didn't think anything of it because Kd always had some weird shit going on.

When they left Trell Sat up from the bed and called Seven to take K3 in there with them.

" why didn't I know we was going public?" I asked him

"Thats because we not Holly... they ain't see yo face ma. I'm keeping you to myself so from now on when we go out in public together you gonna have to have your face covered up. And nahh it aint cuz im 'embarrassed of you' its because ion want my crazy ass fans to know who you is because they some damn bullies they gonna try to find anything wrong about you and ion want them to be the reason we end this." He explained to me laughing cuz he love his fans and know how they are about him.

"Alright.. I understand Trell" I responded to him understanding fully because he do have a toxic but loving ass fan base. His fans remind me of the barbs tbh.

"Thanks for understanding Holly" Kentrell says to me. I was still curious on why he chose to call me Holly out of everything so I asked him.

"Bae, why did you pick to call me Holly out of every other name you could've picked.?" I asked curious of what he was going to say.

"Because Hollies are a symbol of fertility and eternal life and means the sun never forgets... meaning that all of our moments together will go on to live forever and even in another lifetime we won't forget each other. Another reason is that Hollies are beautiful and often time poisonous and thats how I picture you. Not poisonous as in toxic but I believe that you have so many scars that if you feel someone's not right for you you try to become poisonous and toxic so they can push you away or so that you have an excuse to push them away." He said reading me like I was an cheat sheet for a history test.