Take me back to the night we met (Reid x Reader)

Home again More like Hell again//3

Warning this chapter contains abuse. (Physical and mental/emotional), also has strong language, yelling, screaming, and domestic fighting.

I sat on the steps of Quantico, Spencer on my left holding my hand platonically, and Emily to my right holding my other hand. I was still numb and shut down from what happened.

A car door slam.

"My dear Y/n, Ade is staying with your preppy coworker tonight. So it's just us." That sentence made my blood run cold. I was shaking as he yanked my arms up and took me from my friends.

"Bye guys see you tomorrow." I mumbled waving to the pair I was just pulled from. I was shoved into the passenger seat of the car and buckled.

"I can buckle myself Zander." I mumbled again. That earned me a slap across my left cheek once we pulled away from the building. It felt like my skin was on fire. A bruise was already forming just like the tears were forming in my eyes. I held them back and stayed quiet, me talking or crying would make this worse.

"So that Emily chick says you have something to tell me. Do you?" He spoke harshly as we reached the apartment and he whipped out of the car and grabbed me from my seat by my hair. I let out a small Yelp. He was at least a foot and a half taller then me. I was tiny compared to him. He tossed me through the open door to our apartment and locked the door.

"Speak you slut. What do you have to tell me." He yelled in a dominant tone. I was terrified.

"I-I.... we lost a baby.... I-I was pregnant." I muttered out crawling backwards away from him as he approached me. A kicked to the ribs is what that sentence earned me. I curled into a ball.

"I-I'm sorry! It's all my fault I'll do better. Anything to make you stay and be proud of me" I cried out getting to my knees and begging. He pushed me against the wall by my throat choking me. I couldn't breathe I was turning a pale blue.

"I bet you wanted this to happen. You've been texting other men and leaving the house for days. How do I know you're not cheating on me like the whore you are!?" He yelled and thrashed my head against the wall letting go of my neck. I slink down the wall in pain and I cried.

This all took me by surprise, I've never seen this much hatred in his eyes. I've pushed him over the edge. Good going Y/n this is all your fault. He's right I am a whore.

"You are worthless. I should've left you and Ade when I had the chance. You're garbage and deserve whatever those killers do to you." He spat in my face and slapped me again. Then....

He punched me. He punched me right in the eye. I was gonna definitely have a black eye when this was over. He then picked me up and took me to the bathroom and started wiping my wounds and tending to them.

"If you weren't so reckless and careless this wouldn't have happened you know that sweetheart right? I love you and you are nothing without me so you can't leave. Ever. I'll die without you." He said hugging me tight which hurt more.

        "Y-yes sir..." I croaked out my windpipe almost crushed from his hand.

       I slept on the couch last night not wanting to bother him. 6am rolled around and I rushed to get dress and out the door not even remembering to cover the marks he made last night.

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       I pulled into work late because I cried in my car and when I walked into the office all eyes were on me. Everyone rushed to me and started asking a bunch of questions. I was forced to sit in a chair.

     "Who did this to you?" Hotch asked in a demanding tone which made me flinch and curl my knees up into my chest.

       "What happened? Are you ok?" Came from the meek Spencer. But this was a new tone from him, it was cold, dominate, and full of rage.

        "Y/n was it Zander?" Emily spoke softly crouching in front of me to make her appear smaller. I didn't respond and shifted my eyes from hers to the floor. Everyone looked at each-other and they all except Anderson got in the elevator.

        "Where are you going?" I spoke my voice still tired from being choked. They all looked at me as Hotch spoke up.

        "Going to have a chat with Zander." And with that they were gone and I was forced into an ambulance as Anderson climbed in behind me and informed me that Ade was with JJ's husband and kids. I nod and curl up into a ball. My defense mechanism.

         "Why do you let him do this to you Y/n? You're  strong and powerful on your own." Anderson spoke in a hushed tone.

        "Anything it takes to make him stay. I'm worthless, I'm nothing without him. I love him..." I said before drifting into a nightmare filled sleep.