emotionally tired

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Morning arrives, and you look outside the window to see still no sign of Zak's car in the driveway. Jennifer greets you with a breakfast consisting of a grilled chicken sandwich and a glass of mango juice. She sits beside you, on your bed and takes a sip of her cup of coffee.

"Still no yellow Audi?"

You shake your head. "Nope." Jennifer could tell that you're starting to feel a little hopeless with Zak coming back early, but she always keeps you reminded that she is there for youm

"Well if that muffin won't come back—" You look at her. "—then fuck him. He's the one to blame."

You both laugh together, almost knocking down your glass of juice on your bed. "I don't mind. He's grown up. We all are. If he doesn't come back for a month, I don't care. I still have you." Jennifer smiles and pulls you into a hug. You can feel her warmth filling your cold feelings. She pats your back and sighs. "You have to stop worrying about him, okay? It will just hurt you even more." You look down, and you start picking your nails. "I'm already emotionally tired, Jenn. It's no use." Jennifer sees you picking your nails and holds your hand.

"Girl, you have to stay strong. I'm here for you. Even if I have to stay here with you for years, I don't mind. My mom knows you." She stands up and was about to go to the door, when suddenly a honk could be heard outside. You don't look outside the window, 'cause you know exactly who it is. "(Y/n), it's—" "Yeah, yeah. I know. You can go, greet him or, something." 

You look away from the window and continued eating your sandwiches. Jennifer is still worried for you but she goes downstairs anyways. You see her going out from your room and you see a bag next to your desk. In your mind, you just thought of something really stupid.

Outside, Jennifer walks to the garage entrance and sees a yellow Audi parked. She stomps her way to the car as a guy exits from the driver's seat. "You, crazy, fucking, asshole!" He turns to Jennifer, looking scared. "H-Hey, Jenn, wait!" Jennifer points a stick at him, right before his eyes. "Zak Ahmed. You dare to abandon your sister for ONE NIGHT and leave her waiting? She was CRYING FOR GOODNESS SAKE! She started having her attacks and you didn't even bother coming back early!"

Zak backs away, leaning against his car. "Ok, ok. I'm sorry! I just went out for one night, that's all!" Jennifer couldn't believe what she heard. "THAT'S ALL? You knew that she had GAD (Generalised Anxiety Disorder) and you just left her?" Zak felt bad, and he ran straight towards the front door. He runs straight upstairs and into your room, just to find out that it was empty.

"Moonie? Moonie!" Jennifer runs behind him and shakes her head. "(Y/n)..." Suddenly, she felt her phone vibrate inside her pocket and takes it out to see a message from you.

my girlie 🙆💘

via's. come here if you're done with him. probably not coming back for a few days. don't tell him.

Jennifer sighs and closes her phone. She holds Zak's shoulder and Zak turns to her. "W-Where is she? Where's (Y/n)?" She shakes her head. "I gotta go." "Go? Go where?" Jennifer packs up her things, ignoring Zak. He was getting more anxious. "JENNIFER DYSON! WHERE IS (Y/N)?!" He starts shouting, his face getting red and pale at the same time. "This is your fault, and you deserve it. See you, Zak." She carries her bag and leaves the room, leaving Zak alone, feeling numb.

Jennifer gets a phone call from someone and she picks it up. "Hello? Yeah, I'm on my way." She walks to the sidewalk, and a black car awaits her. She enters it and the car drives away immediately.

Zak stays inside your room, looking at the empty bed where you would use to lay down and look at the sky.

• • •

The black car that was taking Jennifer arrives in front of a huge house, a mansion, basically. She goes out from the back seat and runs inside. A security guard halts her at the gate.

"Identification?"

Jennifer grunts and takes out a card that's attached to a lanyard. "I have been here for over a thousand times. Well, I understand as it's your job to do this but, seriously?"

The security guard nods. "Sorry, miss. Just making sure." Jennifer smiles. "No, it's fine. (Y/n) is here, right?" "Yes, she arrived around 15 minutes ago." The gate opens automatically and Jennifer walks straight into the mansion grounds.

She arrives at the front door, greeted by a middle-aged lady who was waiting for her. "Oh, Jennifer! Thank goodness you're here." "Yes, Madam Sanders. The car arrived immediately after I got (Y/n)'s text." The woman named Madam Sanders nods and brings her inside her house.

"Where is she?" Jennifer asks, handing her bag and jacket to a maid. "She's upstairs, with Via. Via told me that she won't eat, even drink! Oh heavens, I'm worried for her." Madam Sanders sighs and walks to the large living room. Jennifer looks at the huge staircase and runs upstairs and turns to the right. A white double door was just in the end of the hallway and she runs towards it. She knocks on the door. A girl with long, wavy brown hair opens up the door and smiles.

"Oh my god, Jenn. Thanks, for coming. Glad Coco texted you. Come in, she's at the balcony." She was Vianna, or what you guys  her, Via. She was the richest girl back in highschool. Your friends (besides Zak) named you 'Coco' becauss of your love for chocolate.

Jennifer enters Vianna's huge bedroom and sees you at the balcony, staring into the clear sky. Just as she wanted to go to you, Vianna stops her for a moment and sighs. "Please, convince her to get a bite of anything. She looks as pale as a vampire." Jennifer looks at you, slightly shivering. She goes to the balcont, and stands next to you.

"What happened to him?" You ask her, not looking at her. "He's, well, I last saw him in your room, he looked, pale. Hopeless." Jennifer looks at you, and notices that you bit off your nails even more.

"Jenn, I have GAD and he constantly forgets that when he's out with someone. Especially girls."

Vianna arrives at the balcony, and wraps her arms around your shoulders. "Coco, stop thinking about him for a moment. You have to stay here for the time being. Staying there will only make your anxiety worse." You lower your head, and sigh.

"I'm not going back there. Fuck him."

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