wish i were heather... || Skeppy x Reader FF

scared of commitment

Your room was dark, and sounds of sobbing could be heard. Zak hears it outside from the door, and knocks on the door gently. "Hey Moonie? You alright?" No answer. He instantly gets worried and open the door quietly. He sees you inside your blanket. You were crying in your sleep. He pats you slowly on your head, and makes white noises.

"No, no..." You mumble. He holds your hand, and looks at you. Not long after, you wake up. The first thing you see is Zak, smiling. "Zak?" You sniff. A tear rolls down from your eye. "It's okay. Just a nightmare." He reassures you. Zak helps you to sit down and turns on the lights of your room. 

He looks at you with sad eyes, as you let out your final tears. "In my dream, I saw you and Heather. While I was away in England, you got back with her. You threw me away. Whenever you see me, you act as if you don't even recognize me." You look at him. "I-I just don't even want that to happen." 

"(Y/n), whatever you're thinking about, it's all not real. I can assure you that you are my only priority now." You shake your head as you fiddled around with his hands. "I'm, just scared of commitment, Zak. I don't know what will happen if I continue to stay here." 

Suddenly, he plants a kiss on your cheeks. Your face is beet red at this point. He hugs you after, causing you to feel sleepy again in his embrace. "H-Hey, I'm still sleepy." He laughs and puts you back to bed. You close your eyes and immediately you fell asleep. Zak was surprised that you fell asleep that fast. 

He slowly carasses your hair, while singing a song to help you sleep soundly. 

"Little do you know, I know you're hurting while I'm sound asleep. Little do you know, all my mistakes are slowly drowning me. Little do you know, I'm trying to make it better piece by piece. Little do you know, I, I love you 'till the sun dies."

The song was 'Little Do You Know' by Alex and Sierra. He too, fell asleep while hugging you. In fact, you actually heard him singing. You turn to look at Zak, who was already sleeping. You got closer to his face and gently kissed on his nose. You smile, looking at how cute he was.

He pulled you even closer, and you felt comfortable.

• • •

Somewhere in Orlando, a house was super loud with people screaming inside. No, not like bad screaming. Just, very unexplainable screaming. Good thing the houses were not connected, or else the neighbors will have issues with them. Inside, four boys are literally screaming in front of a monitor. They had separate monitors.

"OH MY GOD, JUST GIVE IT TO ME ALREADY!" 

"BITCH I HAD IT FIRST!"

"HEY, LANGUAGE!"

"I'M GOING TO GO FERAL I SWEAR-"

It's pretty obvious who these four people are. Dream, Sapnap, BadBoyHalo and GeorgeNotFound. It looks like all of them are speed running Minecraft together for fun, and they're almost at the end. "Oh my goodness, Dream use the bed!" Darryl says, shooting arrows a the Ender Dragon.

"I don't have it! George, put those beds now!" George sprints to the dragon and blows up the bed. It dealt a lot of damage. Nick continued on destroying the last End Crystal and almost dies from falling off the obsidian tower, but luckily he had a water bucket. 

Clay slays the Dragon using his diamond sword for one last time, and the Dragon breaks apart, marking the victory of them completing Minecraft.  "YESS!" They all shouted simultaneously. Nick and Darryl high-fives while Clay and George were hyping each other up.

"That was so fun. Even after all these years." Nick nods. "I totally agree." Darryl stands up and walks to the kitchen. "Hey Dream, mind if I get something from your fridge?" Clay laughs. "Yeah, of course! It's not like this is your first time here." Nick turns to George. "So uh, George. I heard that your cousin is here." He nods. "Yeah, she's at Skeppy's place. You know." 

Clay's eyes widened. "Wow, after 5 years she finally returned? And you didn't tell us!" George giggles. "I'm just happy that she is happy again after so long. In England, she was so happy with her job and with her life. Maybe right now, she's even more happier. Zak is literally her life." Both Nick and Clay nod at the same time. 

Darryl comes out from the kitchen with a bottle of coke and a blueberry muffin in his right hand. Everyone looks at him in disbelief. He shrugs. "What did I miss?" 

• • •

"Hey Zak!" You shout from the living room. He groans, rising up from his gaming chair. "Where's my headphones? I swear I placed them on top of this sofa earlier!" He runs downstairs and finds you searching the sofa in every place you could put your hand inside. "What color was it?" He messes his hair gently. 

"It was black and wh-"

"White."

You turn to look at him to see him holding your headphones. He swings it around playfully. "This one?" You sigh. "Yes, now give it back you idiot." He backs away just as when you were about to take it from his hands. "Zak. I asked nicely." "Really? I thought 'idiot' was a bad word." You try to pull his arm, but he keeps resisting. 

"I won't give it back to you if you don't ask nicely, Moonie." You roll your eyes and cross your arms. You knew there was no other way to get it back without you fulfilling what he wants. He keeps provoking you with swinging around your headphones. "Can I have it back, please?" He smiles and gives you the headphones back.

You snatch it from his hands. "Next time, don't take 'em without my permission, you muffin head." He pulls you into a hug, and you couldn't contain your smile. "Alright, alright." You gave him a big hug and giggle. "You're so cute when you get mad." 

You pull away and scoffs. "Excuse me?" He laughs. "Kidding! But seriously, you're cute." You are blushing so hard right now that you yourself could feel the heat on your face. "Fuck you, Zak." He laughs and continues hugging you. You put your arms around his neck, as you close your eyes. 

'Wow,' You thought. 'I haven't felt this in a while.'

'Shit, I'm in love again.'