wish i were heather... || Skeppy x Reader FF

my diamond man

"Hey, Coco." Vianna walks inside your bedroom at her house with Jennifer. "Heard you talk to a guy yesterday. You moved on from Zak that quickly?" You laugh as you turn off your laptop. "It was my cousin, you douche bag." "Oh. What's his name?" You ignore her question and walk towards your bed. She wonders why you won't mention your cousin's name. Probably because he already has a girlfriend, but she doesn't really mind that. You lay down on your bed, thinking about your plan.

"You know, I booked a flight to London on Monday." Both Vianna and Jennifer were surprisefd. "So, what about—" "—Don't. Here." You pass an envelope with the words, 'To Zak' on the front. Jennifer takes it, and looks at you worringly. "Just give it to him. He'll know when he reads it." She nods, puts the envelope inside her pocket.

You smile at her, and thanked her. You look outside the window, and see the bright blue sky. "The sky reminds me of Heather's eyes. They were brighter than a blue sky." "But your eyes are more prettier." You get embarrassed and denied it. "What? No!" Jennifer scoffs. "Girl, you have emerald eyes! That is super pretty, ya' know." "Thanks, anyways."

You rise up from the bed, and walked towards your wardrobe. "I have to start packing. I'll see you guys at lunch." Vianna rubs your back. "Ok. Just call us if you need anything." You nod. The two girl exit from your room and head downstairs to the living room.

"Do you think she should go?" Jennifer stops Vianna on the wide staircase. "We can't force her to stay, Jenn. It will only hurt her even more. She needs this." Jennifer sighs and goes down the stairs. Vianna trails behind her, with each step she took heavy heartedly. 

• • •

As always, Zak is inside his room, and for a few days now he hasn't posted a single video or tweeted about anything on both his main and second account. He is almost growing a beard, and sees his face in front of the mirror. "Wow, I look terrible," he says to himself. "(Y/n) hates it when I grow a beard..." He chuckles, and is reminded of an incident last year when you both just moved into the house. 

Flashback

Zak looks into the mirror and slowly carasses his rough chin. He starts to realize that he is slowly growing a beard. Suddenly you walk in on him, and for a second, you thought he was naked when he was wearing his bathe robes. 

"Dear God, Zak! Learn how to lock the door next time!" He was surprised but quickly covers his chest area. "No, you learn how to knock next time!" You take a peek and notice that he is covered up. "Ok fine. We're both equal." You hand out your hand and he shakes it. 

You look at his face to see a beard growing on his chin and above his upper lip. "Zak, are you growing a beard?" "Yeah, why?" You touch it and felt it was very rough. "Dude, shave it! You look terrible with a beard! People will think you haven't been taking care of yourself." He rubs his neck from embarrassment. 

"Alright, alright. I'm sorry. I'll shave it." You smile at him and punch his arm softly. "That's my diamond man! I'm heading downstairs. Let me know if you need anything!" You shout from the stairs, loud enough for him to hear. Zak grins and shakes his head. "A diamond man, huh?"

Present

"I look like an asshole."

• • •

Jennifer arrives at Zak's house and knocks on the door. No one is answering. She knew that Zak would be in his room, not doing anything. She opens the door and heads straight upstairs. She sees your room on her right, with a sign saying,

STAY AWAY BITCH.

She laughs looking at the sign, Then, she notices a door with the initials Z.A on the door. Jennifer takes another peek at your door to see your initials as well on the door just above the sign. She knocks on Zak's door, hoping that he would be inside while clutching the letter you were meant to give to him tightly in her hand.

"(Y/n)?" Zak says softly. He runs to the door and opens it to not find you, but Jennifer smiling at him. "Hey, Zak." Zak was confused. "W-Wait. Where's (Y/n)? Where is she?!" "Ok first of all, calm down. And she's doing great, if you're wondering." Zak turns behind him to see his room a total mess and clears his throat. "Let's go to the living room instead." 

Both Jennifer and Zak were now at the living room, sitting on the sofa. "What are you doing here, Jenn?" She smiles, but it looked sad. "I came to give you this." She hands the envelope to Zak, and he was confused. "What is this?" "Her message to you. I swear, Zak. You must read it." Jennifer stands up, and leaves the house. The door shuts, leaving Zak alone again.

He quickly tears opens the envelope and sees a piece of paper. The handwriting looked very familiar, and he realized that it was your handwriting. He leans back, and starts reading it in his heart. 

To Zak,

Hey, bud. Sorry I'm not able to be with you at this moment. Just so you know, I'm doing fine. I can't really tell you where I am, but for sure, I'm at somewhere safe. Look, I'm going to London on Monday. And, I have no idea of how long I will be back. Probably I'll be staying there for quite sometime, and it will maybe take me weeks, months, or even years. But don't worry, I will be staying at my cousin's house. You know him, right? So, if you want to meet me for the last time before I'm leaving America, my flight will take off at 12:35 p.m. I'm really sorry, Zak. For leaving you behind. That was fucking stupid of me. Just so you know, I'm always with you. In your memories. Take care, my diamond man. Love you x

Love, (Y/n)