unholy deception

what an asshole!

"Don't call my phone you're not a mad man"..yo, I love Tems. I was to engrossed in damages by Tems to notice my problems downstairs, that's my lovely family. I've been in my room after the whole introduction..well, let just say I have forgotten their names..tsk, tsk, I lack the ability to remember people's names after a short while I don't know how I still got A's in my exams. "Hmm, hey"... fuck!! My room is fucking hunted. I quickly remove my ear plugs spinning around when I cought a pair of blue eyes in the dark. Yes, I love staying in the dark but back to the ghost in my room. I stood on top my bed frozen, I couldn't even scream. "Are you acting or some" he spoke again...wait, I know that voice... mystery blue!!..the fuck. Great, I just embarrassed myself. "Oh. it's you, sorry" I said trying to sound like I didn't just lose my voice. "Are you okay?" Bluey asked. Fuck this shit,"why are you in my room" I don't like small talks, it's awkward so don't blame me. "Oh, sorry, your bro said I should get you for dinner. Everyone's down stairs." He said sounding emotionless. Ah, he most think I'm a bitch. Use to it. ".....hmmm, jason, no, andrew..no, wait, wait, ben..urghhhh" I can't remember his name. This is what I hate, I was thinking about how to get myself out of my embarrassment when I heard someone laughing..what?! He is freaking laughing, do I look like a clown!. "Ahahahah. I'm glad I could entertain ya" I said lacking any form of humor in my voice. " S..so.. hahaha, damn, I'm sorry..but you should have seen your reaction, do you normally forget people's names or am I just unlucky" he ask sounding teasing and putting on a smirk. Idiot!... let's see if you would still be smiling when I punch you. "Oh, you got a fist, I see" he said, what?!. I said it out!, what's wrong with me. "Is that an insult or a challenge cause we can try, don't just blame me about the aftermath" I said, wearing a proud smirk. "Sorry cupcake, I don't do girls" he replied arrogantly. Oh this guy ain't seen shit, imma rip him off. " First of all, I'm not a cupcake, I see your hungry you can go and eat. Lastly, I didn't know you were gay...woofff, to think I was falling" I said with a teasing pained look putting my right hand on my chest. Bring it on bingo. He laughed "honey, I ain't gay. I can prove it now but your parents gonna hear some moans, if you don't mind though I'm down" he replied leaving me speechless...his fucking guts!!!!. He smirked knowing what he has done. "Come down for dinner" he said turning to leave "oh, the name's marco" he laughed leaving me in my room. Okay, I dislike him. "Do you?" my subconsciousness asked. I fell back on my bed groaning.

"So where do you school at, Emrys" my dad ask looking at the rude guy from earlier. I rolled my eyes already losing my appetite before getting to the dinning table. My mom cooked, of course, she likes attention on her food so I ain't surprise she went overboard. "Evening" I greeted everyone as I scanned my the room for another seat, yes, another! cause the only seat in the room was near that rude asshole..I know I am being quick to judge but I hate being snubbed. It was just simple manners to greet "well you didn't greet him too" my subconscious said...did I mention that I also hate it. like I wish I could kill it but it's me so that's not an option, I love my life but not my lifeee. Complicated.  I signed as I made my way to the only seat in the room. I gave up but stopped when I noticed it was in the middle of Emrys and my dad!!, Hell no, no no no..I turned back planning on heading to my room when my mom called me out. "Elsa, where are you going?"  "Umm, my head hurts mom. I wanna lay down for a while" I said putting my hand on my stomach muttering a pained expression. "Isn't it your head that hurt" my mum asked furrowing her eye brows. "Yes, it hurt a lot" I replied, putting more pressure on my stomach... wait, oh shit!!...my hands are on my stomach...oops, busted...so much for my act. I heard snickers around the table. Of course they were from those assholes! Don't blame me if I'm charged for murder  tomorrow. "Sit down elsa" my mom said  leaving no room for arguments. I signed heading to Emrys direction. My dad behaving like nothing happened..is it wrong to hate your sperm donor.
Fuck me.
I shifted my seat very close to Emrys. I rather sit close to him than my dad although I regretted my actions when our legs touch and damn it. He just had to wear a short, seriously?! I also wore a short. Today was cursed. He made no attempt of moving his leg but turned to my direction and smirked...oh, boyyy, is he challenging me or something. I snickered refusing to move my leg either. I wouldn't show any form of intimidation. Like the hell, his body contact is doing absolutely nothing to me. No fucking thing, nope, still nothing. Okay that's a lie..all my body cells are aware of this and they have betrayed me but he doesn't need to know that.