Inside A Lover's Heart (Criminal Minds Fanfic)

Talk

Music:
Closing Time- Semisonic
When I Was Your Man- Bruno Mars
Come In With The Rain- Taylor Swift
Good Thing- Sam Smith
Bad Blood- Bastille
Talk!- The 1975
Nobody Compares- One Direction
Human- Gabrielle Aplin

We sat with Emily, drinking coffee as I picked at a croissant. I felt slightly relieved that Spencer wasn't cheating on me, although I still felt the ping of jealousy in my stomach as the spoke happily together.

'Stop it, you jealous prick. He loves you, okay?'

I shook myself off, giving them a smile as if I hadn't been scolding myself.

"So, I heard Garcia had a baby with Morgan! Never expected that," Emily smiled at me.

"We were both surprised," Spencer replied for me. 

"What I'm more shocked at is how Brains over here got a fiancée that isn't a robot," she laughed. 

I found myself laughing along with her, Spencer fumbling on words to say. 

"H-hey! I am a perfectly healthy male that has found a lovely companion who loves me as much as I love her so what is so wrong with that?" he snapped. 

"He's actually fantastic in bed," I teased. 

I watched his face turn extremely red, causing Emily and I to burst into complete laughter. People were looking at us oddly. I could feel my face burning. 

"Stop making fun of me," he snapped. 

I leaned over and kissed his cheek. 

"I'm sorry, nerd," I smiled.

He shrugged, a small smile on his face. Emily smiled. 

"You two are adorable. I had heard about you two from Garcia. She knew she couldn't tell anyone in the bureau that you two were dating, so she called me," she explained. 

"I had wondered why she had bought international minutes!" I laughed. 

There was a silence. 

"I don't think you remember, Jessica, but I was at your university graduation," she told me. 

"I barely remember my graduation. I was so physically exhausted after uni, I almost slept through the ceremony," I admitted with a red face. 

"I took the picture of you, Derek, and Penelope. You know, the one of her crying all over your gown as Derek laughs and you're all awkward about the picture?" she asked.

"Yes, I do! We have that framed in my house! I can't believe I don't remember you?" I replied. 

"I was there, too, believe it or not," Spencer piped in. 

"You were?" Emily and I said at the same time. 

"Jessica, you fell asleep in my car on the way back to the party remember?" he asked. 

"That actually happened?! I always thought that never happened. Oh my god," I exclaimed, covering my face. 

"Wha- Spencer are you telling me that Jessica's the girl that kissed you at that party that you refused to tell us who?" Emily asked. 

He nodded, his face impeccably red. I felt my face burning. I was so embarrassed. 

"Jessica, you were slightly intoxicated and tired. You didn't mean to. You cried afterwards-"

"I know! I remember," I snapped. 

"Jessica, people always do stupid things. Don't worry, I still love you," he chuckled, kissing my temple. 

"Can we talk about this later?" I asked.

He smiled, trying to hide his look of slight defeat and anxiety. 

"Of course." 

We ate in silence, Spencer looking over to smile at me every once in a while. 

"Why are you smiling at me?"

"Because you are perfectly imperfect and I love you."

(A/N: guys, I hate to do this to you, but exams are approaching. I doubt I will be able to update until later on next week. Please don't hate me.
In other news, my birthday approaches! I turn seventeen on Thursday [jan. 22] *cue that song from Sound Of Music* but yeah! Happy 2015 btw, even though I am 20 days late! I will update as soon as I can. Kisses xoxo)